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Friday, September 25, 2015 @ 8:20 AM | 0 notes

YOSH!!
It had been more than a year since I am updating this DEAD blog !
I am so busy these days so I am super sorry !!!
INTERNSHIP IS SO SUCKS
I don't mean anything.
I just don't like that 9 - 6 system!
PAY SO LITTLE YET NEED WORK SO MUCH!
Okay okay, I don't mean to let out my frustration after being MIA for so long!
But things are just suffocating me
OMG, I didn't know I am using blog to release all those emotions out of me
I know I will never show anyone or tell anyone my real feelings.
BUT WHEN I AM ANGRY, I WILL BE SUPER ANGRY!
They say cancer has the best temper, I am sorry I am the exceptional.
DONT EVER COME AND PROVOKE ME.
I will show you the meaning of HELL!
I am super angry with my siblings these days.
What's wrong with them?
Isn't it unfair that they are older than you and has the right to control you?
I am sorry I am the youngest but that doesn't mean that you can walk over me.
It is not that I am scared of you, I am just showing basic respect.
Did I ever use my hands and beat you?
NO I DIDNT.
I am just not happy that you are making the floor wet when I am exercising.
You are older and you have the right to use violence on me?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS HUMAN RIGHT?
IF YOU DONT, PLEASE CHECK ON THE GOOGLE.
I AM NOT YOUR DOLL OR STUFF TOYS. I AM A HUMAN WHO HAS FEELINGS.
AND HIM.
YA, HE CAN PLAY ME AND I CANT?
WHAT STUPID LOGIC IS THIS?
WHEN YOU PUSH AND DISTURB ME, DID I EVER SLAPPED OR BEAT YOU?
I DIDNT.
I WILL REMEMBER THIS, IDIOT!
NOT ONLY I FELT THE PAIN ON MY FACE BUT ALSO THE PAIN IN MY HEART.
YOU AS MY BROTHER BEAT ME IN THE PUBLIC.
AND PLEASE, HOW OLD ARE YOU?
VIOLENCE IS NEVER USED ON PUBLIC AND YOU DID.
IDIOTIC COWARD.
I really don't understand those people.
ONLY KNOW THIS FAMILY IS FULL OF WEIRDOS WHO HAS WERID PERSONALITY.
I MEAN SELFISH TOO!
I hate being the youngest.
I am not born as punching bag to you guys.
I am not born to take in all these idiot anger.
PLEASE TREAT LIKE A HUMAN LIKE YOU BOTH ARE.
I am just being too nice to you!
I didn't flare up on the spot.
I am just too tired to quarrel with you.
JUST REMEMBER, IF YOU ARE IN TROUBLE, DONT FIND ME
CAUSE I WILL NEVER HELP YOU!
THANKS SIBLINGS.
I WONDER WHAT DID I DONE WRONG IN MY LAST LIFE
TO HAVE SUCH TREATMENT IN THIS LIFE.
BYE BYE
too much anger within me. TIRED TO SHOW, but it just don't go away.
SO I NEED TO SPIT IT OUT.
SORRY FOR THE DISTURBANCE .

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Hello, Hello ! >.^
This is my blog !
Secrets , don't leak out.
Keke :&
If I've offended you in any way,
I'm sorry :C
Oh, this blog only...
seems like i am going !
Hehehehe... :D
Anyways , by the way,
JUST WANNA TELL YOU ...
I am going to ...
let out everything here !!!
Hohohoho... LOL



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Anyong!
Sandy is my name :D
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4 July is an important date to me,
as it is my bdae ^&^ Quite old, huh?
Working adult. I AM OLD ALREADY T.T!
Uh Huh, Sporean neyo.
Living in a peaceful manner.
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