Friday, September 25, 2015 @ 8:20 AM
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YOSH!!
It had been more than a year since I am updating this DEAD blog !
I am so busy these days so I am super sorry !!!
INTERNSHIP IS SO SUCKS
I don't mean anything.
I just don't like that 9 - 6 system!
PAY SO LITTLE YET NEED WORK SO MUCH!
Okay okay, I don't mean to let out my frustration after being MIA for so long!
But things are just suffocating me
OMG, I didn't know I am using blog to release all those emotions out of me
I know I will never show anyone or tell anyone my real feelings.
BUT WHEN I AM ANGRY, I WILL BE SUPER ANGRY!
They say cancer has the best temper, I am sorry I am the exceptional.
DONT EVER COME AND PROVOKE ME.
I will show you the meaning of HELL!
I am super angry with my siblings these days.
What's wrong with them?
Isn't it unfair that they are older than you and has the right to control you?
I am sorry I am the youngest but that doesn't mean that you can walk over me.
It is not that I am scared of you, I am just showing basic respect.
Did I ever use my hands and beat you?
NO I DIDNT.
I am just not happy that you are making the floor wet when I am exercising.
You are older and you have the right to use violence on me?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS HUMAN RIGHT?
IF YOU DONT, PLEASE CHECK ON THE GOOGLE.
I AM NOT YOUR DOLL OR STUFF TOYS. I AM A HUMAN WHO HAS FEELINGS.
AND HIM.
YA, HE CAN PLAY ME AND I CANT?
WHAT STUPID LOGIC IS THIS?
WHEN YOU PUSH AND DISTURB ME, DID I EVER SLAPPED OR BEAT YOU?
I DIDNT.
I WILL REMEMBER THIS, IDIOT!
NOT ONLY I FELT THE PAIN ON MY FACE BUT ALSO THE PAIN IN MY HEART.
YOU AS MY BROTHER BEAT ME IN THE PUBLIC.
AND PLEASE, HOW OLD ARE YOU?
VIOLENCE IS NEVER USED ON PUBLIC AND YOU DID.
IDIOTIC COWARD.
I really don't understand those people.
ONLY KNOW THIS FAMILY IS FULL OF WEIRDOS WHO HAS WERID PERSONALITY.
I MEAN SELFISH TOO!
I hate being the youngest.
I am not born as punching bag to you guys.
I am not born to take in all these idiot anger.
PLEASE TREAT LIKE A HUMAN LIKE YOU BOTH ARE.
I am just being too nice to you!
I didn't flare up on the spot.
I am just too tired to quarrel with you.
JUST REMEMBER, IF YOU ARE IN TROUBLE, DONT FIND ME
CAUSE I WILL NEVER HELP YOU!
THANKS SIBLINGS.
I WONDER WHAT DID I DONE WRONG IN MY LAST LIFE
TO HAVE SUCH TREATMENT IN THIS LIFE.
BYE BYE
too much anger within me. TIRED TO SHOW, but it just don't go away.
SO I NEED TO SPIT IT OUT.
SORRY FOR THE DISTURBANCE .
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.