Sunday, October 23, 2011 @ 4:16 AM | 0 notes
Hello~! Hello~!
Urgh , i hate those people who always wrote
those mushy stuff on internet.
I really want to vomit reading that.
Oi , i know you all damn happy with your another half,
but hor, dont need to tell the whole world ,
how romantic you are , right?
There are something , you yourself know can already.
It is okay to write once or twice , but it is too much,
when you post every minute , every seconds.
That is called spamming already.
My goosebumps all went up , not only that.
Sometimes , felt like scolding them.
Hahaha...
I am BORED...
I want to work, but i am afraid to face people.
I hate crowded place, i hate facing people i dont know.
That is the reason why i very hard to socialize with people.
Very difficult to make friends.
Afraid people, once i saw them , i am scared.
I not hate people, i hate talking to someone i dont know.
Socialising confirm not my forte.
Waaah, why am i so useless??
Damn useless.
Study cannot study.
Work cannot work.
What can you do? Nothing!!!
I am damn useless. WO NANG FEI.
Afraid of results when study.
Afraid of people when work.
What am i good in? I think i am good for nothing.
People, why angry everday huh?
I just realised i am so stupid to angry of small things.
Waste of my energy and let give a bad impression on others.
Smile , treat like nothing happen.
Why angry over nothing, you can as well smile facing it.
Maybe you will feel better.
Life is not perfect.
Out of 10 , you will only get 9.
If everything is perfect, then there is no space for improvements.
If life is bored, then find something interesting.
You write your own life, whether it is interesting or boring ,
you wrote it yourself.
If life is funny , then just live it.
Expect the unexpected and unexpect the expected.
Life is just like that.
It is either you gain or you lose.
If gain, then be happy.
If lose, try harder.
My dad always told me , Studying is for yourself and not for me.
Future lies in my hand.
Whatever future i had, is what i chose today.
Dont regret after losing it.
Dont wait to cherish it after you lose it.
Different people of course have different thinking.
I cant changed yours, you cant changed mine.
So dont comment or criticised even you dont like it.
You can ignore it , heck care it as there are always others who like it.
Life is like a compo.
According to your writing skills, you can make it interesting even though it is short.
According how you live your life, you can make it interesting.
I think a girl with the prettiest heart is the prettiest girl in the world.
Not everything , you have to look it at the outside.
Never judge a book by its cover.
I just want to do well on something.
But instead of making it well, i ruined it.
Please, give me more courage..
To do things i dont.
Dont pinned so much hope on something.
As more hope, more disappointment.
I wanted to live my life the way i am.
But many things changed me.......
Making me to be someone i am not.
I will become extremely quiet when i communicate someone i dont know..
Even though i am someone who talks damn loud, action like a boy,
but when i met someone i dont know, i am totally different.
When someone thinks i changed,
it is because i am being myself.
I want many things, i wish for many things.
I cant ask for more. Want more.
so do what i can, gain what i wish.
Hwaiting... Hope my N level can have a good result.
You know what i worrying the most now : N level.
Nothing other than that.
Work than work , have weehiang can already.
She work then i work.
All listen to her.
Hope N level!! Dont turn out the bad way... * praying!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 @ 8:33 AM | 0 notes
worrying over my exams.
But i know worry now also no use,
I cant change anything.
For this holiday , i have to keep a
happy go lucky mood.
All the best for my results.
I am stupid and no luck.
So no matter what , i think i will fail this N level.
But if this is my fate , i have to accept it.
I wish to run away. But i will look like a loser.
Facing the reality is not an easy thing to do.
Running away is not what a person should do.
Hope tmr , wh can find that job. GoodLuck.
Actually , i am afraid of working. I dont know why.
I am just afraid.
Why am i being so stupid , ugly and no confident?
I am such a loser. Thats is a fact anyways.
Heh , i am not you.
I dont know what are you thinking.
And please , say to the point.
Dont go indirectly. I know you is saying me.
I am trying hard to treat you like transparent paper.
But your words , your actions are still very influence to me.
I am sensitive to your words and actions.
I hope you can stop saying secretly about girls.
Cause i will think you is saying me. And i know is not.
I know i should not interfere your world.
So i hope you wont barge into my world.
You know i am not you , how i know what your are feeling?
i dont wish to know too. Just get out of my sight.
Dont know why happen to me.
Suddenly being so low morale, so inconfident.
and i am afraid to post anything on the websites these days.
Sandy ar , you eat wrong medicine ar?
Ahhhh, N level , you are the biggest worry to me.
I hope i am not in world sometimes,
so i dont have to face failures, setbacks and sadness.
It is happening to me all day long. Non stop.
Making me feel like i am a useless person , a loser.
and taking all my confident...
Even liking a person also made me feel like i am in wrong.
Dont know what i am capable to do now.
Rust and turn into a real useless person. ....
