worrying over my exams.
But i know worry now also no use,
I cant change anything.
For this holiday , i have to keep a
happy go lucky mood.
All the best for my results.
I am stupid and no luck.
So no matter what , i think i will fail this N level.
But if this is my fate , i have to accept it.
I wish to run away. But i will look like a loser.
Facing the reality is not an easy thing to do.
Running away is not what a person should do.
Hope tmr , wh can find that job. GoodLuck.
Actually , i am afraid of working. I dont know why.
I am just afraid.
Why am i being so stupid , ugly and no confident?
I am such a loser. Thats is a fact anyways.
Heh , i am not you.
I dont know what are you thinking.
And please , say to the point.
Dont go indirectly. I know you is saying me.
I am trying hard to treat you like transparent paper.
But your words , your actions are still very influence to me.
I am sensitive to your words and actions.
I hope you can stop saying secretly about girls.
Cause i will think you is saying me. And i know is not.
I know i should not interfere your world.
So i hope you wont barge into my world.
You know i am not you , how i know what your are feeling?
i dont wish to know too. Just get out of my sight.
Dont know why happen to me.
Suddenly being so low morale, so inconfident.
and i am afraid to post anything on the websites these days.
Sandy ar , you eat wrong medicine ar?
Ahhhh, N level , you are the biggest worry to me.
I hope i am not in world sometimes,
so i dont have to face failures, setbacks and sadness.
It is happening to me all day long. Non stop.
Making me feel like i am a useless person , a loser.
and taking all my confident...
Even liking a person also made me feel like i am in wrong.
Dont know what i am capable to do now.
Rust and turn into a real useless person. ....

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.