Friday, July 15, 2011 @ 8:53 AM
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I had a feeling that cm don't like me.
Aiya, he already from starting don't like me.
What can i expect huh?
I think i should not act in front of him anymore.
I should be more of myself.
I need to be myself.
Hehehes.
He was sick yesterday.
His eyes swollen.
See his eyes today, i very sad.
Wah, why cant i take care of him?
And his mum, he eyes swollen already,
still let him go school?
Haven fully recover, you also let him go school?
Yesterday was his first time didn't go to school.
After Tuesday remedial and sitting beside him for two time,
i think he still like TzeHsien, or WeeHiang.
I am the confirm not want.
It is okay, i have my laogong!
But there are too many times i am bluffing myself.
Too many times.
Today, WeeHiang force me to sit beside him again.
I wanna change sit want. But I cannot.
Most embarrassing thing is his pen drop.
WeeHiang say something drop so i went to pick up,
I didnt know it was his!
Arrr, Why i always throw my face in front of him?
Hiaxxx.
And today we have to put our books in the cupboard.
Again and again.
Why so suay?
Always with him?
Walau. I dont like being so close with him.
Being close with him, all my embarrassement movement will be shown
as nervousness force to do things i resist.
Aggghhh, but lucky he is not concern about me.
Cause i am nothing in his eyes.
Luckkky. 'hoo~!' wiping off sweat.
Next time, i hope i wont throw my face anymore..
I should watch my behaviour.
And i hope people around me will help me.
Really, over the past two weeks ,
cm and i damn got fate! Always meet each other.
I don't wish to remember paiseh thing.
Okay , i am sleepy now.
Anything, i will continue.
Ftisland Laogong, goodnight.
Cm, goodnight!
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This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
