Monday, June 6, 2011 @ 9:03 AM
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One week over..
I had spent one week of my holiday
playing the netbook all day long!
Cause of the presence of FTI comeback,
i have not think of cm that much as the past.
Ftisland had not taken the first place.
I am sad!
And i had been online for FB and twitter everyday!
Everytime i wished to go school is
to see cm, but when i reached school,
i dun dare to see him.
What's wrong with me?
He seems to hate kpop again.
I thought he like SNSD, suddenly say,
'why all girls are so crazy over korean stars'
is he jealous because of me,
my first thought.
But i think again,
he wont because of me said that,
so think he is saying other girls , my second thought!
He always made me think that he like me
then later made me think that i am ugly.
He always gave me the wrong thinking.
or maybe is i think too much.
He seems to love his games and books,
i dun think he like girls.
Even he like, he also wont like me.
Everyday daydreaming, nightdreaming that he will like me.
All rubbish, dreams wont come true anyway.
Now , i should play enough then continue study.
Think of cm, must well think of FTI.
At least they wont made me sad,
like what cm always do!
giving me the wrong thinking.
Then made me feel happy then damn sad.
I really dunno what he felt.
If can, i can google and asked whether he liked me?
This will made my life much easier and better.
Not thinking the useless thing everydday!
WHETHER HE LIKES ME OR NOT???
I wish i can asked through google,
and no one will know that i like him.
CM,FTISLAND,OWB !!! I like you!!!
My love ranking :
1st > Family
2nd > CloseFriends & CloseCousins
(Candy, WeeHiang, Elissa, Fionna)&(Zonia, Janet, Kezia, Joanna, Diana)
3rd > FTISLANDboys & OhWonBin
4th > HCM , my admire for 4years!!!
BUT HE DUNNNO T.T!!
I hope one day, he will tell me this,
'i also like you for 4years'
Waaaaahhh!!!
Imaginations only, not real T.T
Oh, today is ftisland 4th Anniversary :D
Chukahamnidah <3
I love them for 2years plus...
CM, I HOPE YOU LIKE ME TOO!!!
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.