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Friday, July 1, 2011 @ 6:20 AM | 0 notes

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Why am i always being a dog ?
Being asked to do this and that.
Go for this and that.
If I don't go or do this or that, i will be punished
or scolded...
Am i a dog that have to obey others at all times?
Do i have to?
I have my personal rights. Am i right?
I didnt choose to go for sjab as my cca.
I cant change my cca, and i felt lost at that time.
I had no choice and had to go for everything they asked.
I already went for 90% of activites they made,
but what i get in the end?
Scolding, Embarrassed.
I already did everything to the best of my limit.
I do not like that cca,
but i gave all my best to do it.
And yet, they still scold me.
Who the hell they think they are?
SJAB should not exist in this world at all.
I agree with my father.
Eh, sjab are to save people right?
Why do we need to dress so properly,
polish the boots so shiny,
are we going for fashion show?
Are we models?
Are we models that had to go for catwalk?
Eh, other CCA already step down lehh.
We lehh? Work like dog, yet still kena punishment.
Didnt we gave our best.
Eh, our batch do not have one that choose SJAB for our CCA.
We are kena force to go in.
You cant expect much from us.
And since we don't like,
we won't do our best.
If you do not like a certain thing,
would you ever force yourself to do it even no one ask?
I doubt you will.
We are just doing everything you asked just for the sake for
not getting scolding , do you know?
This 2011, we don't improve just because of your scoldings.
C'mon man, can you just wake up?
STOP DREAMINING.
what we need is motivation and someone we respect on.
Not scoldings.
Eh, we are old enough to think what we need.
I really regretted on not insisting qutiting during sec1 and 2.
Sorry, i just cant asked myself to work like a dog
for something i don't like.
What i like is something that is peaceful ,
and do not need tough trainings and fast thinking mind.
I am just speaking the truth,
i really felt CCA is no use.
It doesnt help our studies in any way.
And it doesnt help us in any way
for getting to the real life.
I am just to angry for working like dog for 3 years plus for sjab.
Wasting my time in all ways.
Hiaiiaiaiaiaxxxxx!

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