Friday, July 1, 2011 @ 6:20 AM
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*Sign...
Why am i always being a dog ?
Being asked to do this and that.
Go for this and that.
If I don't go or do this or that, i will be punished
or scolded...
Am i a dog that have to obey others at all times?
Do i have to?
I have my personal rights. Am i right?
I didnt choose to go for sjab as my cca.
I cant change my cca, and i felt lost at that time.
I had no choice and had to go for everything they asked.
I already went for 90% of activites they made,
but what i get in the end?
Scolding, Embarrassed.
I already did everything to the best of my limit.
I do not like that cca,
but i gave all my best to do it.
And yet, they still scold me.
Who the hell they think they are?
SJAB should not exist in this world at all.
I agree with my father.
Eh, sjab are to save people right?
Why do we need to dress so properly,
polish the boots so shiny,
are we going for fashion show?
Are we models?
Are we models that had to go for catwalk?
Eh, other CCA already step down lehh.
We lehh? Work like dog, yet still kena punishment.
Didnt we gave our best.
Eh, our batch do not have one that choose SJAB for our CCA.
We are kena force to go in.
You cant expect much from us.
And since we don't like,
we won't do our best.
If you do not like a certain thing,
would you ever force yourself to do it even no one ask?
I doubt you will.
We are just doing everything you asked just for the sake for
not getting scolding , do you know?
This 2011, we don't improve just because of your scoldings.
C'mon man, can you just wake up?
STOP DREAMINING.
what we need is motivation and someone we respect on.
Not scoldings.
Eh, we are old enough to think what we need.
I really regretted on not insisting qutiting during sec1 and 2.
Sorry, i just cant asked myself to work like a dog
for something i don't like.
What i like is something that is peaceful ,
and do not need tough trainings and fast thinking mind.
I am just speaking the truth,
i really felt CCA is no use.
It doesnt help our studies in any way.
And it doesnt help us in any way
for getting to the real life.
I am just to angry for working like dog for 3 years plus for sjab.
Wasting my time in all ways.
Hiaiiaiaiaiaxxxxx!
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.