Friday, July 1, 2011 @ 6:37 AM
| 0 notesI thought i already forgotten him after a month of holiday.
But actually , i could not.
Monday and Tuesday , i really not into him.
As i havent gotten off my craziness of ftisland,
so i couldnt focus on him.
But after Geography rememdial,
i realised i am still liking him.
Haix, i am unsure of my feelings.
^&^ ..
He always made me like him,
when i am actually stop liking him.
Then made me jealous when i like him.
This is what i think.
I am actually looking at him ,
during all my english periods.
Really have that urge to go in front him ,
and ask the truth with a straight forward manner.
I am already confusing enough from my studies and CCA already.
Stop adding more worries to me.
ARRRRR.
Why is my life so difficult????
WHY ??
I am so faithful to someone i love.
FTisland and HIM.
I been having eyes contact with him these days.
But it means nothing. Totally nothing.
Ytd, as it was raining.
So weehiang came late.
Then he asked me whether weehiang got come to school.
I snugde my shoulder giving a meaning i dunno.
that is all thanks to WH, he talked to me!
Arrr, so happy.
And he called my name.
Usually , he dun called.
Haixxx.
Miss the days in SEC 1 AND 2!
Wow...
Hohoho. My sixth sense told me that he wont like me.
Aiya , please stop having false hope lehh.
The more you hope, the greater disappointed you will have.
Nvm, if he dont like me.
I still had a long way to go.
But i really cant stand the days having do things i do not want to do.
Hiax,... No choice, had to acknowledge this life larrr.
No matter what, i still have to do.
Siannnnzzz totally.
Ar , i am so close to him these days.
Wondering is he wanted to go close WH , or what.
Aish , jingjiatt.
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
