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COMPETTITION DAY
Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 6:25 PM | 0 notes

hehe!
Yesterday is the real comp day!
early in the morning,
Fionna , Weehiang and i meet at pasir ris mrt!
then we went to eat macdonald.
after eating, we went to buy food for lunch.
then we set off to mrs candy chua mother house.
wow, the house is soooo BIG!
they have 2floor.
they keep so many pets,
GUNIEA PIGS, HAMSTER, RAT, CHICKEN, FISHES.
we changed into full U , gel our hair.
thanks to Maam Denise for helping us iron our collar,
and thanks to maam Fatimah, Mrs Candy Chua and Maam YiTing
helping us to gel our hair.
we ate lunch, but the girls team bought food to the waiting room,
so the girls team did not eat.
then we went to tampines Sec in Mrs candy chua car.
She squeeze, Weehiang, YihJou, Ibthisam, Fionna, Me, Sahana
Jay and Eric into the car.
but we were nervous during the journey.
We reached Tampinines Sec.
The Sir and Maam gave us our final words.
and we went for com.
WE ARE NA1!
Waiting room 4.
Our first category is footdrill.
we done it with confident,
Second is home nursing,
we done it with confident too.
Third is First Aid,
we were abit scared.
then we went back to waiting room.
Scared that the first aid with harm our mark..
then is trophy presentation.
pounding and pounding!
my heart is beating faster.
when they announced we got third, i felt relieved!
and we got second for home nusring and first aid!
footdrill, the one they always get first suddenly got last!
happy!
Happy of our group, cause we did it!
JIAYOU!
MAYBE THERE IS ANOTHER PRESENTATION IN SCHOOL
TOMORROW!
We had some problem before the com,
but we overcome it and won the competition!
even though we got third,
but we felt like being the champion.
we gave in our best, we done the best!
and we won the trophies!
Fionna, your team finally did it!
lets clap for ourself.
although i ccant say thank you to all the sir and maam,
i will say thank you here for guiding us through the training,
and come down regardless whether you are tired or free.
now , we shown our real abilities.
Thaank you to all the sirs, and maams.
Miss the fun, joy, laughter, tiredness, and lots during the training!
we had fun, we had joy,
we had earn the thing we want!

LIKES VS RESULTS
Friday, March 25, 2011 @ 3:50 AM | 0 notes

Anyong!
spash my feelings all over the blog!
Yesterday, i had a feeling that cm wants to get near me.
firstly, he went in front of me and asked me and weehiang
what to do for eng.
Secondly, he asked weehiang for tissues, like want to near us.
lastly, he went to my behind as my behind is yunying!
hehes, and i found out that he asked where i am for two time.
First is around jan, when wh walk alone at the spiral staircase,
he asked weehiang where i am.
Second is when elissa and i went to change , he asked weehiang where
i am in the class.
but i do not know whether if it is true, as it is from weehiang!
But i only knows that i am close with Cm in anyway!
He makes fun of me before.
First is when i first took the walkaton card, i ask him to donate,
instead donating, he took my card and run around the class.
Second is he called me shu le cai ying, as my name is shuying,
and i lose to him in test, and win him in overall.
third is when sec2 , we went to seaside, weehiang and i rented a
bicycle , he called my name alot of times.
Fourth, he lent my correction tape, i took Shamini's, he said dun want
and only wanted mine, thats the first time weehiang said cm like me.
Fifth, Cm and i are F&N partner in sec 1, but he likes TH, so i just
stand aside and see him like another girl. But now, he is single, maybe!
Sixth, he kept asking where i am!
Too many fate, but i think i took it as granted, as
i do not reply him when he talks to me!
But i wish that he will knows that not i dun want talk to him,
i cannot talk to him, i do not dare to see or face him!
i do not dare to see his eyes.
I wanted his cares, his person.
but i always not taking the first step.
Everytime i see TH, i felt like a failure,
that cm will not like me this ugly person.
And i think cm will hate me.
These days will continued to when?
Can we just put a full stop there?
Whether is it a good results or bad result?
I cannot take it anymore when i do not dare talk to him!
I WANT TO TALK TO HIM!
I WANT TO SEE HIM EYES TO EYES!
I WANT TO LISTEN THAT HE LIKES ME TOO!
it is possible, i have to tell this to myself,
being self confident, everything will be alright!
But i am scared of my AMATHS ENGLISH AND CHEM!
i felt that my results are dropping again!
losing to weehiang totally, yet she says she is worse than me.
i do not know why somethimes i feel like hating weehiang.
she heck care my feeling,
she said i like to take old things and compare.
she said i always lie,
she always emphasis that i like cm in front of cm,
i should have not told her, so it wont be so obvious!
I WISH MY RESULTS CAN BE LIKE LAST TIME IN SEC1 AND 2
AND I WISH I CAN GO INTO TOP TEN!
I WISH MY RELATIONSHIP CAN BE SMOOTH.
AND I WISH TOMORROW COMPETITION, MY TEAM CAN WIN SOMETHING!
I DO NOT LIKE THE FEELING OF LOSING! I WANT TO WIN,
WITH MY OWN HARD WORK.
CAN I BE HARD WORKING AGAIN?
NOT BEING LAZY WHEN DOING HOMEWORK?

Saturday, March 19, 2011 @ 10:41 PM | 0 notes

Haix, having holidays and not having holidays, what is the difference?
Still have to go school everyday.
Early early go school, 5plus then can go home.
Everyday also like that.
No rest at all, and my cousin told me that
sweetness come after bitterness,
which i heard almost everyday!
Think i do not know.
But there is a day where me, weehiang and Fionna
went out to BUGIS!
we ate japanese food first,
but i only ate the chocolate mochi,
after that we shop around bugis junction for awhile,
then we went to the temple as Fionna wanted to pray.
after that, we went to iluma,
shops by shops, nothing suit us.
There is couple lab shop in iluma,
Fionna suggested bulk purchase maybe hace discount.
we decided to take group picture on the competition day or training.
later, we went back to bugis junction,
we went to cold storage, buy some food.
then we decided to go home.
even though i did spent any money on anything
but i spent alot on food!
hahas!
Wonderful day even though there is another training the next day!
Saturday, we had flag day,
it is tiring, yet the juniors kept complaining,
which made me feel irritated,
no choice but to be strict to them!
they made me lose my tempers, which is not the real me!
we went toa payoh, novena, dougby gaut.
lastly we went back to sjab headquarter.
after that, my family and my uncle family
went to a japan restaurant.
that dun suit me as i do not know how to eat japan food!
after so many days only in contact with SJAB people.
i lost my interest in CM, but i think i will get the
interest back tomorrow when i go back school.!
i like Amelina more now! She is so cutE!!!!
hehes.
Tomorrow, the day where i see i still have the interest in CM!
Wish him ddo nnot forget me!!!!
later going to cut my hair....
Dunno how i look tomorrow!!!

Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 1:13 AM | 0 notes

Yesterday break camp on 11am!
so happy!
on the parent meeting sessions,
as we are boring so we went to play with teacher
but cm is there! happy:O
hehes, play alot with teacher!
weehiang acted as my mother in the start! before my dad
come, then after my dad left.
wee hiang acted as my father, juvensia acted as my grandmother!
hehe, so funny!
and i had at least a minute eye contact with cm!
thanks to candy mama asked to take water.
as weisang and cheeming at there,
so we play with them as we waiting for Fionna!
happy sia
but i always had a feeling that cm like weehiang.
he smiled to weehiang, he only talk to weehiang!
haix!
he ar, always making me so confused!
zonia, we had the same situation.
its okay that we can let it out together!
and cm will never talk to me since sec 3 midyear.
feeling damn not good!
i think is because weehiang keep pushing me to cm,
i did not say i wanted to get near him.
and i think he already found out!
scared that he found out already.
thinking so much , but maybe nothing is true!
Zonia, yesterday we really talk alot!
as we long time did not see each other!
i think i am more close with my sjab friends!
Fionna, weehiang!
On saturday, during the camp!
our na team went through alot!
we cried alot, and we really laughed alot.
thanks to all this, we became more close.
we dare to say our feelings to each other now.
Fionna, weehiang and sahana, i wished we can always
together liked this.
i enjoyed the training because of you guys,
you made feel that i am really of you all!
when i feel i cannot make it, thanks for encouraging me!
i dun feel like letting the group off like this, when
we came through so much to become now!
we had laughter together, we have trouble together,
we get scolding together,
we are always together!
i always do not agree to break up the team!
i dunno what you all feeling.
but i want you all to be together.
sorry, weehiang , i know you dun like competition,
i am sorry to forced you in,
but i know you will enjoy days like me one day!
we really shared the same thoughts!
and we had to be together till the rest of our life!
lets do it man!
hwaiting, get into studies together!
and we can do our best!
Fionna like jay, both of them is amerthyst.
Weehiang like leonard, both of them is topaz.
i like cheeming, both of us is ruby,
are that coincidence?
and i and cm had the same name for twitter!
yipeeee!!!!!
Zonia, Fionna, Weehiang , i wished we can be together forever!
That's my wish, and i wish it can come through!
Let work hard together, Hwaiting!
We can do it!
Girls Talk!

hatred and love
Thursday, March 10, 2011 @ 12:07 AM | 0 notes

Heaven wont give anyone a smooth road,
there are some obstacles you and i will went through,
and through that you and i can be stronger and firm person.
Then, whatever obstacles you and i went through later,
we will overcome it with confident....
So, lets be a better person!
haix, but many feelings had stopped us in going forward.
Love, Kinship, Friendship and blahhhh.
I think CM like weehiang as he is going near weehiang!
today weehiang touch cm, think i do not know!
i feel jealous this time!
haixxx!
aiya, now also in YL!
how come so many guys i like!
can i just stop this? loving and thinking!
it is always i am the one thinking.
they will never think of me!
same as cm!
i hate him, going so near to wh!
i know he do not know i like him!
but he should be can see ....
i am struggling to tell him that i like him!
i want him to only focus on me, but i think not!
he have no interest on me!
normally people will always look at what thing had
happen, but today when the teacher looking for us,
everyone look, except for him, i think he dun even care!
but i will promised myself that i wont go so crazy over him!
and i will tell myself i will the best of myself!

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 @ 3:21 AM | 0 notes

hehes, maybe too much worries, i am tooo not confident!
let go everythiing and be myself.
n lvl is coming, sandy you have to be yourself!
someone that is free from everything in the past.
no stress, no hatred, an innocent girl in the past.
now, full of hatred and unsatisfied!
give in the best of yourself,
put yourself in the mood of examinations.
and let yourself to win over yourself...
Sandy , jiayousss.
yi ren tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong!
hhaaaa!!!!
Since there is no listening ear for you, just throw everything
here...
Sad, Happy, Angry...blah blah!

@ 2:52 AM | 0 notes

Tears are flowing down....
Maybe you do not know, as a day and a day pass by...
our distant follow the days, getting wider and wider..
When are you going to be noticing me?
As the distant is getting bigger, you and i also getting further!
a word from your mouth means alot to me...
but there is nothing coming out from your mouth.
i waited and waited, it is already been four years,
yet nothing came out from your mouth.
so i decided to give up.
when i decided to walk away, you makes my heart jump again.
making me to like you all over again.
letting you go, maybe i will feel better.
i hope you can find a better girl next time.
a bad woman like me, you wont like.
Maybe i can sing a song for you, so that you will feel better.
love love love , loving you is a biggest thing in my life.
wearing a black glasses, looking at you everyday.
through my eyes , it is filled of hatred and raged, but you
make me feel that a person can be forgiveness, kind-hearted and letting
off unhappiness.
saranghaeyo, na molla so.
i love you, maybe you do not know.
sadness , tears are the ending...
hehehehe, nothin no write..... test my english standard..LOL

Loves continue....
Sunday, March 6, 2011 @ 1:22 AM | 0 notes

Nowadays, i am totally into Cm,
always think of him , but will feel that i dun suit him!
As he is handsome, i am ugly...
He is clever, i am stupid!
i have too many negative points.
I am sure that people like me will not be loved!
And i had found my old friends,
most memorable is my friend, yl!
i have think of him when i am in primary school!
oh, wondering how is their lives...
Hehes, i am living in a complicated world.
A place where i have 4 kind of worries.
Family, Studies, CCA and Kpop.
Hahas, just add in a new want, relationship!
I watched a sad love story.
Sky of Love, j movie.
The guy is kinda cute and handsome, huh!
And he is the same age as hongki!
Done many movies and dramas, and he is also a singer!
Wish hongki is more famous than him....
Hiax, wish i can forget that i like him,
helping Fionna think how she can confess to the person she likes.
maybe like that,
at the end of year, we open a party for sec4s and 5s in SJAB.
then we will push Fionna towards the person she likes,
we will then emphasis that they both is really compatible!
hehes, isnt it good idea!
weehiang, yours still have one more year.
so i can help you think later!
As for me, nature takes its course!
hahas..... Wish cm will not found out that i like him!
or else, it is kinda embarrassing!
a ugly girl like him?
O.o

Wednesday, March 2, 2011 @ 10:26 PM | 0 notes

Lalala......
I feel i am very fate with the person i like!
Today morning, I sit with weehiang during assembly,
look here and there but i cant find him!
then awhile later, he sat behind me!
I am nervous but i had to act calm...
During the memorial thing at kranji war memorial,
he stand beside me, then he went behind,
then he talk to me, arghhhh!
i stood behind him!!!!
but i feel he do not like me, dreaming bah!
hahas, same as Ft island!!!!
Regret that when his paper drop, i didnt pick up,
my sister elissa pick up!
then when he walk towards us, i walk away,
nature reaction bah!
i think he really wantts study,
then i should also study, no, even harder!
i have to earn my guniea pig!!!
Arghhhh, confident is in myself!
i also wish that cheeming will like me!
aish, i want he to love me, impossible things!
he went for every class outing,
but i am not, i went for every sjab outing!
how come this week we are so fate, but
i will always walk away.....
nevermind, i wish that we both can stay for next year!
jiayous bah....
Sandy and CheeMing<3
Hope no one read my blog except for myself!
no, not even anyone....

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4 July is an important date to me,
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Uh Huh, Sporean neyo.
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