Friday, November 27, 2015 @ 9:31 AM | 0 notes
GOOD MIDNIGHT ...
Current timing is 12.41am in the morning... haha
Finally I have break free from that prison, I am over the moon right now.
I have no hope in getting an A for internship.
I already know the supervisor will rate me badly as I kept making mistakes.
Isn't internship for you to make mistakes so you can learn from it?
This supervisor is not doing her job properly.
She gave me the marks base on her own feeling.
I do not want to fight back any marks though I feel this is not the marks
I should be getting.
Just wait and see, how I do in the future!
I lack of interaction with colleagues?
OMG, PLEASE ASK THEM DID I OR DID I NOT?
I only don't interact with you okay.
AND YOU HATED ME FOR THAT?
I am fine since I knew this world will have many FUCKERS like you.
I learnt how to deal with it thanks to you!
You is just a bootlicker who thinks you know everything.
BUT YOU FORGET THAT THIS PATTERN OF YOURS WONT GET YOU ANYWHERE.
ALWAYS SAY PEOPLE BAD WORD BEHIND THEIR BACK!
I of course do not want to talk to you.
I really regret wishing going to a small company.
NOW, I rather intern in a big company.
WHATEVER IT IS. I ENDED THIS FUCKING INTERNSHIP.
I realised my friends are really important to me.
I thought they will neglect me.
Yesterday, 26/11/2015
I went to SUNTEC to karaoke with ZONIA and JANET.
As I ended late, they still want me to join them.
It had been a long time since we were together.
Thanks that I have cousins around my age and I can hang around with them.
Listen to theirs problems and they listen to my problems.
I remember whenever we go any uncles house.
Four of us would camp in a room and talk about our problems.
Be it school related problems or love related problems.
I will feel relieve after telling them those things that I kept for so long.
Also, we would give each other advice too.
Thanks to them, I will still feel blessed though I met such a bastard supervisor.
Today, 27/11/2015
the last day of internship.
The supervisor is the only person I hate in that office.
Wendy, Shirley, May, Violet, Candy still fine.
Celine was fierce in the first few weeks but okay after that.
Joey, I don't know if she is real or fake kind to me.
SUPERVISOR IS THE WORST.
Okay I will only miss the first five I named.
We went to eat JAPANESE food, the same place they brought me on 9 SEPT.
Thanks to them, I ate so much expensive food. hahaha!
Then I end at 6.50, I broke my record for leaving so late.
Since I left so late, I felt like going home.
However, Serene and Samantha kept whatapps me to come.
So I decided to go. When I reached the place, I don't know how to go in.
The three of them slowly told me the directions.
Jia Ying even went out the shop to fetch me.
OMG, I am so touched by their actions!
I just realised this is friends, real friends!
They didn't say okay, you go home rest.
Instead, they encourage me to go no matter how late I will reach.
We ate in this Vietnamese shop named NAM NAM.
Though the food were not that nice or maybe I am just not used to the food.
We sat and talked a lot after we finished our food as it has been such a long time since we last met.
After that, we went to walk around.
I followed SAM to repair her phone while Jiaying and Serene went to shop.
In the process of waiting her phone, Sam told me her confession and rejection.
I am glad she already put down this feeling as that jerk don't worth to have her.
This make me realise I am a coward as I don't dare to confess to CM.
I always thought I have to be in tip top condition to confess.
HOWEVER, I AM NOW AT MY BOTTOM.
Internship also did so badly.
I really enough of this kind of life.
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED, IT IS JUST USELESS.
I sometimes envied those who don't care.
AS IT CAUSE LESSER PAIN IF I DONT CARE.
But I cant. There I am being a counsellor to someone when I myself is having troubles.
HAIZ. HCM, I know you already knew I like you or you wont ask that question.
BUT I AM NOT GONNA ADMIT THAT I LIKE YOU STILL.
I really thought I have put down the feeling I have for you BUT I DIDNT.
okay back to where I am.
After SAM did her phone, we went to eat dessert but Jiaying didn't join us.
We kept taking selfies haha.
I really never go out with them for so long SO I QUITE MISS THE DAYS WE DID PROJECTS
TOGETHER. Hopefully, this friendship doesn't end.
LIKE THE FIVE GIRLS.
I just realised I am in many cliques.
1. THE FIVE GIRLS - Wee Hiang, Hui Ting, Elissa, Joey, Me!
2. NINJAS - Samantha, Jia Ying, Serene, Me!
3. BU KAO PU DE 90 HOU -Jing Jing, Zi En, Me!
This no group name... It is a horse pic. hehe
4. HORSE - He Qin, Fiona, Me!
5. LIM Cousins - Zonia, Janet, Karen and Me!
SURPRISING MANY
AND I STILL FEEL LIKE I DONT TALK TO ANYONE.
SO WHOEVER SAY I NO FRIENDS.
SEE MY WHATAPPS BEFORE YOU TALK.
ALWAYS HAVE UPDATES!
I STILL CAN TALK TO 3 GROUPS AT ONCE.
SERIOUSLY!
I LOVE THEM OKAY!
Not i don't want go out with them.
If go, i will be broke soon.
5 LEH!
I need save money so don't blame me for always rejecting every outings hehe
CLASS DE MOST LE.
B3B11,
3D'2010,
5A'2012
MANY MORE IDW TO LIST ALL OUT.
Good lorh, HCM not in 2010 group.
he don't need to kena the spamsss....
WHY ALL FIVE OF US IN SIA?
If one not included, we got excuse to leave the group.
hehe
GOOD NIGHT. UPDATE TILL HERE FIRST.
