Friday, January 31, 2014 @ 10:28 AM
| 0 notesSkipped the first month of 2014, I am soooo sorry !
Gomenasai ! Sumimasen! Komen-ne!
Starting to feel down recently, when I get to know that
I am going to experience separation again!
I mean I am happy the fact that I am not in this class the next semester.
However, I am sad that my Japanese class is going to end.
I will miss them badly. My new friends.
The first time I knew I am in this CDS, my thinking is
get this shit done and over with it. I guess action is always harder than words.
Here I am, feeling sad that I am not going to have the same class with them.
I mean, Japanese may not be a easy language to learn, but it arouse my interest in Japanese
idol and their places, their culture and the environment.
Also, I got to find friends who had the same interest as me.
Now, we gonna say bye bye again!
Does every hello ends with a bye bye?
I wonder why?
One by one, come and go!
Are they supposed to be my friends?
or just someone who came and pass by my life?
First, Candy, then followed by my dearest friends - WeeHiang, Elissa, Huiting and Joey,
now YanLing... ahhhh.... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
I should not count in Sam, Serene and JY?
Cause to me, I don't really trust them a lot compared to Wee Hiang.
Even though, we were friends for a year. We still not know each other that well.
Yes, we have conflict, we may quarrels. But I don't feel anything in us like good friends.
So I will just consider you guys as my friends in the POLY first year life.
Hehs, gonna year 2 already. Time flicker so quickly.
Amazing ne.
hahahahahahah :D !
Ah, this year ang bao money really dropped a lot ...
but it's okay since I am working. Gonna work doubly hard to earn back my money.
I am not happy when I heard someone results are better than mine.
I have no choice as I am really more stupid than them.
No matter how hard I give in any effort, how hard I tried, I still not better in any ways.
Eventually, I just hopes that I can pass.
Enter a university or not, I am not so sure yet.
I should not pressurise myself by saying I have to enter a university by getting a good grades.
I am not up to it. let nature takes its course.
hahha..
Poly life isn't an easy life as you thinks of.
PROJECTS, TUTORIALS, TEST, EXAMS..
non stop and non stop.
Take a break? Don't think we can do that ...
ya, we can. only after you done the above.
Innocent me thinking I could find a boyfriend in poly and have a taste of love.
Also, to get over cm.
one year le, boyfriend don't have, hei yuan quan a lot .. ahahha
kay, oyasume. I am so sleepy!
ARASHI AND FTISLAND.. I LOVE YOU!
ESPECIALLY NINO!
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
