Wednesday, June 19, 2013 @ 11:20 AM | 0 notes
Actually , I have nothing to update.
Aiya , just update since I seldom post anything..
hahahahhahhaa... Should just go fb , since I post all my rubbish there.
Aiyo, school gonna reopen...
I don't want to go school!
I am worry about my results..
also , I wanna avoid my class. DONT KINDA LIKE THEM.
I am being serious. I hate my class except that 3.
I want my 5A..where are you guys?
I want back my secondary school life.
Life nowadays sucks totally.
I have working and studying only..
This will cause me to be mentally breakdown.
I really need some rest, tired.
I am so sick of this kind of life.
Feeling I have not live my fullest.
Working and studying... its either one.
How can I be happy?
Who knows my feeling.?
I wanna play too even though I am over the age of playing.
Seriously , how come I am suffering these?
This isn't me .
I THOUGHT I CAN ENDURE , BUT THESE
DOESNT SEEMS RIGHT THESE DAYS..
What the hell going on with me ?
I am not like this,
I am totally sick of life.
in the past , at least I have something to expect on,.
Now , I have nothing to expect.
Life seems like a routine , going on and on,..
without knowing what is going on,.
I need a break seriously , to think carefully ..
what the hell I want , what the hell I am going to endure...
what decision wont make me to have regrets in the future...
Living a life that seems so dead..
it shouldn't be like this,
I am not going to live like this..
Going to a wrong course , it is tough enough,
YET , NOW PLUS WORKING.
I really need let myself rest for awhile..
I don't know what I want ..
why am I like this? why ?
Okay , lemme take a rest and think .. ANYONG !
hope I will come back with a happy mood :)
Thursday, June 6, 2013 @ 4:13 AM | 0 notes
YESS ! I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MY MID TERM TESTS !!!!
I SHOULD BE HAPPY , BUT THEN WHY AM I SO WORRIED?
I hate this kind of feeling !
This is the reason for hating exams !!! :/
2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS ! SHIOK... KAY !
HEHEHEEHEHEHEHEH :DDD
HAVE THIS STRONG FEELING I CANNOT MAKE IT ...
BUT NO MATTER WHAT , BRIGHT SIDE , BRIGHT SIDE.
POSITIVE MINDSET :P
I like my friends , they are all so funny !
hehehehehe , but I am not gonna forget my old friends.
I have been wishing that 5A can remain as a class forever.
But I think I wish for something that is not going to happen.
sad siol. I love 5A.
Especially him.
I thought I already put him down.. but then the feelings seems to have remain
and never going to disappear.
Talk to him through whatapps, twitter and facebook.
feeling being friends is so much better than lover.
avoiding here and there , what for?
regret that I didn't treat him as friend in secondary school...
why am I so stupid not realising this point earlier.
Being friends is better :P
hehehe , he look more friendly in friend..
OMG , he treat me as friend not classmate.
YA , ASK PROPERLY INSTEAD OF GUESSING HERE AND THERE.
Guess so much.... later headache , heartache,, all ache.
now , ask le.. more clear..
HCM , even though we are not meant to be couple. Lets be friends then.
Hope to know you more >.<!!!
hehehe , I like you ... HONG CHEE MING !
