Thursday, November 29, 2012 @ 5:32 AM | 0 notes
Helloooo....
It's coming to the end of 2012.
Also , the time for us to go separate ways.
I miss you all of a sudden.
Can you feel it ?
It is only 3 weeks , why am i thinking of you ?
I want you to be by my side so badly.
Even though i know you will not , i am still hoping one
day you will like me.
I am thinking of you here.
You ? I think this is my own wish only.
But so what ? I cannot control my feelings.
I think the most expensive thing in this world is FEELINGs.
Cause even you are millionaire , billionaire,
you wont be able to buy it.
And at the same time ,
when the feelings come ,
whatever you do , no matter what method you use ,
you wont be able to get rid of it..
Just like me , I also wish i dont like you.
But the feelings just come ,
making me to like you.
And that feeling ,
no matter what i do , i just cannot forget you.
also , i cannot put down the feelings for you.
You tell me !
What should i do to make myself to stop thinking of you?
Tomorrow is your birthday ,
do i have the courage to wish you ?
I doubt so , i am a coward all along.
If not , i already confess my feelings for you.
I think you already had a girlfriend right now.
Do not have any extra time to think of others le bah ?
Did i hit on ?
It is okay , i will wish ,
no , is hope your relationship lasts long.
You might already forgotten me le bah.
Already dont remember ,
you once had a friend which is me.
But i wont struggle for the feeling for so long.
I will try to learn to put down.
Since it is my first time liking someone ,
and i dont know what to do.
I will lighten the burden for myself.
Giving myself more time ..
I will be able to do it !
Jiayous...
You are just a passer-by leaving a sign in my heart.
Sorry for being a coward...
But i just cant bring myself to confess.
I am afraid of being hurt.
I am sorry.
Maybe , i wont have a bf forever.
If i can break through my hurdles,
then maybe i can face you without any hurt or fears.
Wait for me... to cross over my hurdles.
DUI BU QI !
Right here , i wish you
CM , HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Hope you can find a girl who like you and you like her soon..
Remember , dont be like me, being afraid of being reject.
Just chase after her if you like her...
And also , wish your relationship lasts...
Shuai ge mah , sure have someone who wants you.
Dont worry , i promise.
Forgetting me also okay.
I dont leave any deep impression on anyone else before.
You can treat it like pass by, i am
just someone who been in the same class with you for 5 years.
Nothing else. Really.
Not even classmates , friends, let alone good friends.
Hwaiting.
I am sick !!! HAO NAN SHOU.
HWH , i miss you toooooooooo !
Hoping to see you...
If you go Malaysia , then i cannot see you le !
I will miss you badly.
HWH , you are not allow to forget me !
I WARN YOU !
He can , but you cant.
Hahahahaha , see ya !
Friday, November 9, 2012 @ 5:16 AM | 0 notes
O level is finally over.
Even though it is over, i am still afraid the results...
I have to calm myself down and not to worry too much.
If not , by the time i receive the results.
I am already die due to heart failure because
the heart cannot take in anymore shock.
Take a deep breathe , and pass everything to the God.
What is done is already done ..
I cannot turn the time back anyway.
Let the God decide my fate.
I hope it happen like what i wish. A good grades.
It seems like this goal is not within my reach....
Stay positive so things will turn good !
Fighting , this may mark an end to your secondary school life.
As well as your admiring days.
Okay , i will update this for today...
Tomorrow will continue...
Signing off ---- 9/11/12 :P ~!
