My hopes are all gone...
You is still you.
I am still is me.
But the you in my heart is not you.
Did you know when you are around,
my heart pump very fast ?
I am still hoping you will like me at least.
When She broke out the news that you took her car,
i am utterly disappointed.
You is not who you are.
You said pride meant more to you.
Then where is your pride?
I think when hope are high ,
disappointment is even greater.
My is heartaching, can you see it ?
I am wishing if i could turn back time.
If i could, i would not chose to like you once again.
I dont care how many guys are there in this world.
Are they handsome ? Are they rich? Are they clever?
That does not matters anymore.
As long as it is not you, it is fine.
I am envious of you.
Here i am , heart wrenching!
What about you ?
You do not even know anything!
Happily laughing !
I want to spit out my feelings.
There are too many things to consider.
Why is this so difficult?
Is liking someone a crime?
Is liking someone a wrong?
How come i am suffering from liking someone?
While others loving dovey with their love ones.
Am i really that unlucky?
No matter who i like , they wont like me back.
Am i supposed not to like anyone ?
And wait for someone to like me back?
Then why people are saying you had to fight for it?
I am confused.
I hate myself for liking you.
I hate myself for not being smart and pretty.
I hate myself for lacking of confident.
There are just too many times!!!
I am telling myself to forget you and yet ,
now i am still thinking of you.
Really , i need a big impact.
To really put down this feelings.
If you really like E , this impact is big !
For L , he like CF , but CF is not WH's good friend.
And she is already that hurt.
If you like E , I think i wont be able to stand up from this wound.
It will hurt. Just thinking you like her alone,
i am already that sad.
If this turn out true , i dont know what will i react.
How will i react?
How am i supposed to let you know i let you?
How am i supposed to prevent myself from getting hurt?
I am 17 , and i have not been into a real relationship yet.
How was i to know ? You never told me!!
Arent there a win win situation here?
CM , you know ? Do you know?
Or you are in the behind the shadows?
Do not know anything !
Maybe , you knew it and avoiding me ?
If this so , please dont avoid me.
I rather you tell me , you dont like me.
I like people telling the truth. So i will not be lied.
I am tired. So please dont do this to me.
Liking E is not your fault , just tell me.
I can help you think of ways to be with her.
So dont bluff me !!!!
No one say you have to like me
just because i like you.
No rules or obligation....
Just do what you like.
Even how much i wish , i hope
to have all for my own.
Then i realised , you are not mine.
Giving up is not my ways of dealing thing.
This is a special case.
I give up.
I am sorry.

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.