As day passes, the feeling in me is getting stronger.
What can i do ?
Been crying everyday because of you.
Just the thought of parting from you ,
makes me wanna return to the beginning of
where we met.
I will try all my best to stop the feelings from developing.
Then , i will not as sad as i am now.
Why?
The person i like never knows my feeling ,
and separate like nothing had happened at all.
Am i really such a failure?
Letting go , is it so difficult?
Am i invisible?
How come you dont see me?
Five of us, there is five?
Is it four to you ?
What did i do wrong ?
I kept probing myself,
did something went wrong between us?
It is so sudden , you stopped talking to me.
You know i am sad.
I dont know what to do.
Moving one step up , i afraid you will avoid me.
Moving one step down , i cannot let go.
What am i supposed to do ?
Can you at least teach me before you go?
All you know is her ,
everything you asked is from her.
I am really nothing to you.
Is it?
If it is so , cant we even be friends?
Friends talk , dont they ?
Am i your enemy ? or what ?
I really dont know.
I am not clever ,
if you dont give me the answer,
how am i going to solve this question?
You know , all because of you.
You !!
I am losing litres of water.
As a friend, no , classmate,
dont make me feel like i am out.
I know , you like her.
If it is so , all i can do is to wish the best for you.
Force doesnt bring happiness, i know.
But you , making me in a difficult spot.
When i want to forget you , you trigger my feelings.
When i want to get closer to you , you ignore my feelings.
I am not your toys...
There is a limit for me to tolerate.
I am afraid one day , i may be gonecase.
Forgetting you , will it solve all problems?
I dont know...
How i wish you were at my side, but it is all my own thinking.
You beside me , IMPOSSIBLE.
Our conversation cannot even made up to 3 sentences.
How will you at my side.
I wanted to ask the guys.
What does it mean when a guy who always talks to you suddenly
stop talking to you. and instead , he talks to her best friends ?
I am stucked.
FOOLISH IDIOT , I AM !
Miss you.

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.