Saturday, June 30, 2012 @ 6:33 AM
| 0 notesThe feeling.....
Aiya , hard to describe!
I want to vomit out all my thoughts.
But the moment of being embarrassing,
and your answer.
I stopped.
Many dramas, i have watched.
Seen so much , but yet it is so different from real life.
Ah, i finally realised.
The world in the tvs is not the same as real life.
You and me , so close yet so distant.
Friends or classmate? I dont know.
My dreams always have you , what about you?
I know it is so ridiculous.
But what can i do ?
I cant take a step forward.
I am avoiding , not wanting to know your answer.
Afraid, the answer might not be what i want to hear.
Hoping , you will repripocatemy feelings.
It is impossible though.
What am i doing ? Here?
Why ? I am not brave enough?
Why , i am lacking of the courage and dare?
Isnt there another way for you to hear?
Arent there?
I dont know...
I am not even sure ,
the one in your heart is who.
I dont know what you are thinking.
Things all about you , i dont know.
Do i have to be clear for you to understand i like you?
I have to ?
Both of us...
Or maybe me?
Maybe i am the only one liking you.
Maybe it is my one sided love.
So you cant feel it.
Letting go? Better for me?
Ahhhh, why am i so stubborn holding on to it ?
Thinking there might be a change in the ending.
It is my sole thinking again....
Miracles doesnt happen to me.
I have not been into a relationship before.
I dont know.
This is not maths question ,
english compre...
I cant solved , i cant answer.
Right or wrong , i cannot differentiate.
Should i just stop ?
Liking you.
Just stop and end it. I told myself millions times.
It just doesnt work.
Can anyone tell , what to do , is the right way?
Life is just so difficult.
I heard something new on the tv.
When you are in your high , enjoy your achievements.
When you are in your low , enjoy your life.
I am in the middle , what am i supposed to do?
Keeping my mouth shut ,
will only make me more sad .
When will you know?
I am totally lost.
In a junction , where i do not know what step should i take next.
Many songs really sing out my feeling....
In my dreams , things seem to be so perfect.
Planning ... and thinking....
The sight of you, the moment i saw you,
my mind went blank ,
and my mouth could not open.
All i can do , is seeing you from far.
Such a loser , huh?
Lack of confident,
afraid everything.
Making me to stand where i am.
Haiz....
even an eyecontact made me felt contented.
There is no other way we can go.
Except for waiting the day of graduation to come.
That will be how i end my crush in secondary school....
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
