Friday, August 24, 2012 @ 7:51 AM | 0 notes
After all those heartbreaking moments, i finally had an ease in my mind.
I dont want to remember those sad times, so i will just skip this chapter
in my memories.
Things really dont come out as you wished.
My only comment is dont have high hopes so you wont have bigger
disappointment. Life will be easier that way, i think .
Sometimes , we must go easy on ourselves.
Not pushing ourselves to a higher level where we cannot cope.
Know your limit and that's it.
It is simple but no one knows it.
I am having all my low tides now.
Dont know when will be my high tides.
After those series of incident , i have learnt to put down.
You have to put down something so you can move on.
There is no point of thinking something that is already done.
You cant undone it.
Maybe i have high hopes on myself.
In the end , things doesnt turn out that way.
So it is better for things to be natural.
I am relieve now. I cannot say i had already put down.
The scene is still tangling in my mind.
Since the things had happened, then it is my fate.
Through this , i had found out i am so stubborn.
To be so firm in my decision.
Persevere so no one can change your mind.
And that determination helped me , i am having what i want.
Stress is slowly forming as time goes by.
I dont know whether i can handle it.
I have to try or how would i know?
Die die must try , this is what my father always tells me.
You will never know if you dont try.
So now , i am trying !
Hoping i am able to cope and handle it.
This is my decision , i cannot moan.
This is my choice , i cannot regret.
SO BUCK UP !
This is the real me ..... I wont give up so easily.
I have not found the real self of me , but i am in the process of searching.
Kay , no more heartwrenching stuffs.
Today is my English oral ,
wonder have i pass through ?
I flunked my oral.
Okay , this is me.
Always have mistakes.. If i didnt make any mistakes,
then you should know this is not me !
During the waiting time outside,
D , L and me are engrossed in a "park" conversation.
Taiji in chinese , what is it in English ?
Chinses Martial Arts , haha , no !
It is taichi ! That is wushu.
Fengshui ?
Wind water.... !!!
Hhahahah , that's funny.
Had a great time with them even though i have not even
spoken a word to L !
CM is totally adorable.
L said CM said that the Malay examiner is pretty.
I stretched my hand and see, i agreed too !
Heheh , L made fun of CM and made all of us to laugh !
Joker, indeed.
CM is damn cute. He is the first to be tested. He sat at the round table
and kept wiping his head.
Then we guessed that the oral is difficult.
Hahah , next is I, he had the same action.
But when they left , I said it is easy.
Then i tell D , it may be easy for him , not us.
Hahahahaha !
After the oral for cm , cm had to sit at the waiting place.
The way he stretched his body and looking around
once again make me to like him !!!
Oh , in the morning.
We had a short session with mrs doris lee.
L sat directly acrossed me , cm is beside him.
I am freaked out the moment they sat there.
Since then , i dare not raise my head.
Then the teacher asked me to read.
I am so afraid ...
But luckily, i went through it smoothly !
Then i went home.
I forgot the question for picture discussion so i asked CM through twitter.
WHAT ?! HE REPLY ME !
Hhahahahahahaha , he replied me !
So he is still approachable !
CM , you are the best except you talked
to E , WH and HT and not me !
I had this part only.
Overall , i still like you !
Just waiting for your respond....
JAJAJAJAJAKAKAKAKAKAK !!!!
HHEHEHEHE , CM , ILY !
