I am very lost.
Like a small kid lost his or her mother at a big shopping mall.
What am i supposed to do? Can anyone tell me , guide me ?
I feel like breaking down very soon.
Trying to act like nothing , but my heart dont allow me.
Putting a strong side , a heck care look and action ..
But deep in my heart, i am jealous.
Dont you know your action actually hurt me?
Why does it have to be my best friend ?
If is others , maybe the wound wont be so big.
She is best friend!
Why do you have to hurt me so hard?
Did i do something wrong to you?
All i did is just buried my feeling for you deep inside my heart.
Is that a crime?
It didnt hurt you , but you had hurt me.
Giving me false hope, then smashed it with a cruel way.
I know you like her.
I had the hunch since last year.
I knew it long time ago.
It is pain , my chest.
You is my first love, yet is a bitter want.
Not only you dont know i like you,
and you hurt me by liking my best friend.
People always say if a guy like you ,
they will take any chance to get near you.
You have shown it clearly that the person you like is
none other than my good friend.
Feeling very distant from you.
From friends to stranger.
We are pro!!
Hahahahahaha D:
Sometimes , i just wanted to forget you.
But i just cant.
Just the sight of you , my heart flutters.
Even we dont talk, i knew we are not for each other.
This feeling i having now ,
i dont want to have it again.
The feeling that i want to go near you ,
but i dont dare.
Your silent made me stay at the same point since sec1.
I think it is enough.
5 years le , it is already 5 years.
Yet the feeling for you is still so strong.
Nope , it is getting stronger and stronger.
If i dont confess , i will regret.
Will you accept?
I am afraid of being abandon so i shut my mouth.
Dont give false hope if you dont like me.
I hope it end sweetly.
And niceely....

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.