Thursday, May 10, 2012 @ 6:17 AM
| 0 notesWoah , so long did not update my blog le.
All blame to the Internet access to my netbook.
It is so lousy.
Today I read a sentence that made me thinks so much.
The sentence is
What goes around, comes around.
I don't really know the meaning.
But I had the feeling that it is so true.
I feel working is really damn tired.
Not looking at boss face , customer face ,
But my friend face.
Did I owe her last life ?
To have this suffering this life.
She said she might working alone，
When I am having my off day.
But in the end , I am the one working alone.
How come what bad things she said always fall on me.
It does not happen once , but more than twice.
Really , I think my life only have bad luck since sec 3 .
Been losing her since sec 3 till now.
Did not win her in anything ...
Am I such a failure , a loser this life?
Then can I end this life and start a better next life ?
I am having such a bad luck now , so can I don't take my result?
Nothing good will come out.
I really did not mean to be so mean sometimes.
But if you did push my limit , I won't be like this.
I don't know who to talk to , so I post on blogs.
If everything keep in my heart,
One day , it might burst.
If she really feel this world is unfair,
More people out there is suffering,
Not only her , why do I have to take all her anger?
If she facing stress, I am too.
She said her job is more than 5 dollar per hour ,
Then complaint to the boss, not me.
I am also not the boss.
I think I am too easy to be bullied.
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
