Friday, March 30, 2012 @ 6:56 AM | 0 notes
FUCKING FED UP !!
I HAD A BAD DAY IN SCHOOL ALREADY ,
CAN YOU JUST STOP ADDING FUEL ON THE FIRE?
MY ANGER IS BOILING NOW ,
TRYING TO SPIT ON SOMEONE FACE RIGHT NOW !
If you are bias , get your butt somewhere else.
I cannot stand people like you !
STICKING YOUR FACE ON SOMEONE BUTTS ,
IS IT SO FUN?
If it is , then get lost.
DIGUSTING !!!!!
I am also having troubles in school ,
cant i just let off at home?
Do i still need to see people face to angry ,
then i think i am crazy.
My temper is not that good to see atmosphere.
If i cant angry at home, this is not home,
this is just a place i am staying for the sake of staying.
EH , I AM HUMAN TOO !
I have temper.
I am the youngest , do you expect me to be the most mature ,
to know when to angry, when to happy?
Eh come on !
I am not that clever.
Unless i am a dog , then do whatever you want on me.
I will listen . Ah , i forgot.
DOGS BARK TOO !
SEE , EVERYONE HAS FEELINGS.
DONT PUSHED ME FURTHER,
MY ANGER WILL EXPLODE,
I DONT WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN.
When i am right?
I am always in the WRONG side.
PLEASE , WHEN AM I RIGHT?
He is ALWAYS right , HE TOO !
So we girls always wrong.
I think you are just bias to side on the guys.
TYPICAL FLIRT. BASTARD !
Everytime only knows how to bully me !!
Who else will you bully !! KMD ,
I AM DAMN FUCKING ANGRY !!
KAN NI NA !!!!!!!!!
DONT KNOW HOW TO VENT MY ANGER,
BOTTLE UP THEN DIE BAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
QI SI WO LE !
What an unlucky day !!!
NEXT TIME , YOU WILL BE DEAD!
Friday, March 23, 2012 @ 5:46 AM | 0 notes
NI HAO !! JIN TIAN SHI 23/3!
Today is the most unlucky and lucky day for me !
UNLUCKY - I DID ALOT MISTAKE IN SJAB
I DONT WISH TO REMEMBER.
BLAH BLAH BLAH !
Woahhhhhhhh ::PPP
DAMN FED UP WITH THEM.
THEY CHANGE FACE FASTER THAN FLIPPING
THE BOOK !
BASTARD !!!!
I want to get out as fast as possible.
I DONT WANT TO SEE THEIR FACE ANYMORE.
LUCKILY, THERE IS SOMEONE NAMED FTISLAND
TO CHEER ME UP!!!!!!!
I HATE MY CCA ! I dont care if you see or not
keeping my real feelings and cannot let it out
you know how hard is it?
i doubt so. your life is smooth sailing like a boat on a sea.
BTTTT!!
Then , However, Other than that !
My crush , my admire finally talked to me !
HE TALKED TO ME !
He actually asked her for tissue,
but she was lazy so she asked me.
I gave him my tissue.
Wah , then he finally open his mouth and talk to me.
Woah , like once in a life time..
As that chei meh ask me to give out the paper.
I had the responsibilty.
I said" --------, ownself take the english paper."
then he answered" is it three piece in chinese'
i replied, " three piece in chinese"
WOAHHHHHHH , DAMN HAPPY !
IT IS BEEN LIKE A YEAR OR MORE !
SINCE SEC 1 TO 3!
Remembering the days we were close,
it felt like it had been ten years.
the distance between us is getting wider.
had to find ways to draw the distance nearer!
HOW ?? OTTOKEI ?
I NEED 5YEARS OF COURAGE TO DO IT !!
Hope he will talk to me first next time.
Instead i talk to him !
HOPE FOR THE BEST THEN.
CAUSE IF THIS WEEKK IS LUCKY ,
NEXT WEEK IS UNLUCKY !
PAOAPAOAPOAPAO
Sunday, March 11, 2012 @ 8:39 AM | 0 notes
Fighting , for your goals and dreams.
Dont let your playfulness becomes obstacles.
Hahahaha :DD !!
Sometimes , it is better to learn putting down.
Holding on for so long may not be a good thing.
Love may not be that wonderful.
It seems nice and lovely to everyone.
But it still have its negative points.
Not everyone can take it.
My remind here is not to love so easily.
Btw, i am not in love before.
One sided love is more tough compared to
being in love.
Tiring , painful and difficult.
I had been through it, wanting to let go the feeling.
Something or somewhat just wouldnt let me my way.
Holding on , grabbing on , struggling through.
Just like drowning , trying to suck a mouth of air to survive.
It is like forcing us not to breath.
Almost out of breath, but how?
Wanna give up , cannot give up.
Dont want to fall in another trap of feeling.
What can we do is to suffer the pains till one day,
the feeling faded.
Or maybe , you are in luck, that person said ' i love you'.
If not , just let go!!
I may be the unlucky one, so i have to put down the feeling,
before that person say , 'i am sorry, i like----' !
I dont want be in the embarrassed one or in the bad one.
I wont grabbed something for so long , as i care for my pride.
So i am always in the losing side, cannot achieve what i wanted.
My skin is too thin , need to be thicker.
Just hope that person i like wont hate me that much.
That person doesnt talk to me. Does not see me, feeling irritated,
whenever he saw me , i am crying in my heart.
Who knows? Nobody else except myself.
Gotta be strong so i wont be bullied by others.
Enough of embarrassment , enough of being looked down.
I wanna be someone different. So i am trying hard to be someone else.
I wanna let the person i like to like me instead. Fighting then.
Cannot because of a tree, give up the whole forest.
I WILL FIND SOMEONE THAT ARE MUCH BETTER.
SO JUST WAIT AND SEE !!
