Thursday, September 29, 2011 @ 2:00 AM | 0 notes
Hello:D
Funny ah !!
Today laugh so much.
Waaah, we really cannot sit together.
For 3 period, i laugh like siao !
Hilarious sia ...
Once again , he is near me.
This monday , he sat behind me.
Now he is near me.
I dun want to have that feeling again.
Please , i dont want.
Giving up is really difficult.
I dont want to start again.
Dont let him go near me again.
Or else i dont know what will happen to me.
I took 3months to put this feeling down.
I dont want because of this one second,
let me like him again.
3months is long.
Dont attract my attention.
Dont come close me.
Dont ! Please !
I cannot take it le.
It is like taking drugs,
it is easy to get addicted,
but it is difficult to stop.
So stop toturing me !!
Monday, September 26, 2011 @ 2:12 AM | 0 notes
Anyong , Apa Kabar, Hello , Ni Hao, Konichiwa
Waah , N level is next week.
I am still slacking here ?
Oi , what happen to you huh?
Go study lar !
Your Goal , Expectation , Dream...
all VANISHED already huh?
GO STUDY , REVISE...
I thought you already promised to study.
Oi , wake up huh!
GO STUDY .........
NOW , RIGHT NOW.
Chiong .
One week only ,
CAN MAKE IT WANT.
As what jimmy lin said.
DONT WORRY , I CAN MAKE IT.
SO HWAITING ....
so lets jiayou for next two week,
SANDY , you can make it !
More study less stress!
FIGHTING ~~~~!!!
Friday, September 16, 2011 @ 9:15 AM | 0 notes
I thought i had put this feeling down totally,
but i have this feeling again.
Recently , i been starting to behave like
what i did in the first half year.
I want to end this kind of feeling.
Why i cannot put down? Why cant i ?
What is wrong with me?
For about 2 months , i never think of him.
That feel so good. But why now?
Liking him , i felt like i am in wrong.
I think not liking him , i will behave more like myself.
Being relaxed after getting out of the hulahoop known as feeling ,
why am i so stupid to jump into it again?
The most stupid thing is the hulahoop dont like me being in there.
I am too stupid to jump into a hulahoop that doesnt accept me,
making myself to suffer.
It is true that when an A bloodtype person like someone ,
he/she will not stop liking that person.
Why am i so unlucky to be that A bloodtype?
Already said properly , let this feeling go , once and for all.
why am i back into the feeling again
WHY? T.T
Just say or write you like someone else,
i give up totally , not having any hopes.
I really want to give up , but my heart say no.
I am person with low self confidence,
i always felt i am the lousiest in everything.
when comes to feelings,
i will always feel i am not up to that standard.
So i dont dare unleash my feelings.
i always feel the person i liked ,
will never like me.
Goodnight. Endd. Eyes CLOsing!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2011 @ 2:59 AM | 0 notes
Ahhhh , long time never update blog!!
Haha:DDD
I now beginning to love
the couple Alec and Vicki.
Waah , if Vicki did not have a boyfriend
at that time, i think she and Alec already
married long time ago.
Not like the situation right now ,
where she is married and had a child.
Alec being left alone....
Just for that shy , that boyfriend,
that leads to what is shown today.
That wrong step really led to a wrong ending.
Alec can just snatch Vicki from her BF at that time.
and confess his love to her. And end up being together.
I really felt that these two should be together.
I think not only me , others also will feel that.
It is such a pity that they did not end up together.
Alec&Vicki forever.
WTF , youtube block korea videos.
Wahleu, dont jealous lar.
Jealous also no use , they will still be famous.
What is the use of blocking the videos as an anger?
People will still continue loving kpops.
WoDeMaYa !! I am so into Alec and Vicki.
I even had the thoughts of Vicki divorce and
end up being with alec , abit bad huh !!
I hope Alec still love Vicki !!
I am in love with FTISLAND !!
But now , what i should be focusing now is N level.
I am so regret for writing wrong in CHINESE.
I wanted to get an A1 for chinese.
But i did such a big mistake , A1 can say bye bye already.
I am so worry , and sad.
I really hope this mistake wont affect my next exams.
Examinations only give me worry and scared.
I am afraid i cant go sec5.
My results are so lousy these days...
Work hard!! Hwaiting!! Jiayou!!
I must work hard from now on..
Saturday, September 3, 2011 @ 10:17 AM | 0 notes
Candy left Singapore already..
I am so sad.
Separations is unavoided in this world.
I had to face the reality that she is not beside me anymore.
Candy , zu ni yi lu shun feng.
I should face it in the positive way.
Candy going overseas to study more useful stuff.
She is going to success.
I wished i can meet her or see her again.. :D
Sadness , happiness.
I dont know when they come and when they go.
Life is so unpredictable.
I will never know what is going to happen tomorrow.
Instead of thinking what to do tomorrow ,
why dont we think what we done today.
Every time, i will use 20 - 25 mins to walk home.
During that time , i will use wisely my time to
reflect what i done on that day.
Which area of my studies i can improve?
Where can i start to be hard working...?
How to improve my character?
Now , my friend aka my mother left me.
Instead of crying and begging not to let her go,
i wish her good luck.
This is the road she wants, i can only wish her yi lu shun feng.
My mama , take care.
I will remember you forever!!
Saranghae ~~!
I will remember the times we had.
Studying together after school.
Playing with each other during recess.
Helping each other when one had problem.
Candy , wo hao xiang ni.
I want to thanks you for being my greatest mother.
Giving me hopes and determination.
Komawo :DD
Separations , we can never say no.
I hate goodbyes as i am lazy to say hello.
I dun want to say so many goodbyes.
Arent friends are supposed to together forever?
Why we should say goodbyes?
WHY??
XiaoHuDui also say goodbyes.
SS501 also.
why??
Fate , are you accountable?
If we are to say goodbyes , then we should not meet in the first place.
People says goodbyes is the starting of a new life.
I dont get it. I wont get it. I dont want to get it.
i hate separations.
It took long long time to recover.
Missing , Thinking, Crying ... -- SEPARATIONS.
but i will remember.
Once we are friends , we are always friends.
Best Friends Forever
Candy , Juvensia , Fionna , WeeHiang , Elissa , Huiting and Joey.
Ftisland (be friends forever)
XHD (dont forget each other , i know you are old. 40++)
SS501 (even you cant be together , remember each other)
Alec and Vicki (Peng You)
Dont be afraid of separations , as you know, things are unpreditable.
I should focus on my N levels right now.
Candy , i promised you i will study hard for N level.
Shuo dao zuo dao. jun wu xi yan.
Hwaiting , Jiayou , Kampatei for CANDY AND SANDY :DDD
