Thursday, May 19, 2011 @ 2:29 AM | 0 notes
Haix... My results...
I am so sad, with my marks...
I think i will did well for chem but it is so lousyyy.
I think i will fail amaths, physics and geography.
I am damnnnn SCARED!
I think i will fail the papers i havent take.
OMG! my english fail already...
Others subject is alr so so only,
Not even an A1! OMG, SANDY! You dying!
TOP 10 NO CHANCE ALR.
1st Candy
2nd Alex
3rd Huiting
4th Joey
5th Leonard
6th Weisang
7th Anthony
8th YeEun
9th Rachel
10th CheeMing!
I am dyingggg~
I think even 11th position also cant take!
I did really damn lousy this time round.
I think even WeeHiang also cannot win!
If included last term result, my result will definitely lousier
than WeeHiang.
SHIT lar..... HOW?
I cannnot le! I am tooooo STUPID!
Not HARDWORKING!
I am a useless person
A LOSER!
How? PAPA alr very angry all the bills and sister atittude.
If my result still like SHIT, papa will be damn disappointed!
Sandy ar, how come u so damn useless?
Even study also dunno, be a loser forever larhhh.
DAMN USELESS.
Even small small thing also cannot achieve,
next time how to do big things?
How to earn money?
Can you be more responsible to your work?
Better atittude to study?
cant you do it?
mrs lee tan favourite word, yes we can.
But deep inside my heart, no i cant
Better be smart during N level,
or else you will never be anything better!
UNDERSTAND???
I ammm sooo damnnn SAD!
How come CM made me even more SAD.
During PE, wh went to touch him like i dunno like that.
Somemore touch him in front of me.
I know she likes CM alr.
She liked him before.
Then somemore, i always embarrassed myself in front of him.
Walao, can you stop embarrassing myself?
I know he dun like stupid girls.
And i am one, A STUPID GIRL.
UGLY, STUPID, FAT PERSON!
i knew he will never like me.
But why am i still thinking about him?
Why am i still like an idiotic , stupid person liking him?
I am just making myself look bad...
I tried to be strong and paikia in front of him.
I don't even dare to go near him,
how would i dare talk to him?
Why am i so useless?
DONT EVEN DARE TALK TO THE PERSON I LIKE!
And i always show my trueself to someone i dun even like?
CM , if he know i have a bad temper!
Then i am really GG!
Kong ka kiao!
He always randomly walking here and there.
Without any preparation, he always talk to me.
And i dont know how to react.
so i always avoid his eyesight.
He always dun give me time to let me have the courage
to talk to him...
I am both losers in STUDIES and RELATIONSHIP!
No wonder your name starts with a LOSE!
You are going to LOSE forever.
Sandy, no hope le...
Ftisland i hope also cannot help me le.
Sec 1 and 2 , he always made fun of me,
talk to me, play with me.
Now , i dont know what happen,
he dun talk to me. Even if he talks to me,
it is always borrowing something.
Last time , we still can talk like me and weehiang now.
Maybe i dun like him so much in the past.
So i dare to talk to him.
Now, many people know i like him.
If i talk to him openly, they will start saying rubbish.
Made me damn awkward, so i dun dare talk to him!
What had happen to me and CM?
Sec 3 , he still can randomly talk to me.
Now , cannot already.
I remember we always compete with our results.
Maybe i am getting lousier, so he finds not exciting to compete results with me.
Maybe i really became lazier and stupier.
Learn a chapter, i can learn for 3 months then understand!
HAIX,,,, i cannot take it anymore.
I want to be like last time in SEC 1 AND 2
where cm always talk to me, where my results are good.
Not now,
where cm dun talk to me,
where my results are lousy!
T.T
Pleaseeee HELP me! Help me with my STUDIES!
PLEASE!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!! T.T
