Tuesday, October 27, 2015 @ 7:34 AM | 0 notes
This is so confusing...
It is not like what like the test of
"how to know if a guy like a girl" said.
Okay, I know he don't like me.
A good news, isn't ?
I been hoping for that to happen as I wouldn't want
to enter a futile relationship.
This is killing me.
I had been reading his messages over and over again.
Am I loving him?
Did I love him?
I am so confused.
The love and don't want to love is making my brain juice to dry off.
WEIRD.
I want to find him for console whenever I am down
ever since Sunday.
He is so good in consoling people. I didn't know that.
I did not meant to tell my troubles. But somehow, I spit
it out as the how comfortable the conversation flows.
He is really a great man.
Thus, I don't wanna ruin him.
So, no matter how I love him, I must forget him.
At my age, there's no guy would plan their future.
Yet, he is worrying about his future and planning from now.
But one thing I don't understand...
Why did he tell me he is worried no university want him?
And, why did he tell me about his plans for future?
XIAO DI DI, JIE JIE WO MEI XING QU LA.
However, it is great to see how you are fighting for your future already.
This makes me wanna give more effort in crafting the road that I am going to walk on.
He is so kind to shares those lame riddles I called with me.
It is really good in helping one to laugh off those hard times they experienced.
I am thankful for that.
He is so cute to ask NOT I HUMOROUS MEH?
when I said his friends are humorous.
I don't really understand why he had to add kidding after that sentence?
And also, when I said he looks like my dad.
He replied did I just get father zoned.
and a kidding right after that.
I can takes light jokes so its alright. I don't mind.
Even I always had my imagination to run wild, it is you so I have to control.
Thus, it is fine to say that.
I will not get other thoughts since if you like me.
Don't need to wait until now right? You can just show me in school.
After 3 years in poly, I had long forgotten what love is already.
Oh ya, thanks for encouraging me to trust others when I said I don't like to interact with people.
Such nice guy you are. DONT NEED TO SHOW
cause no matter what, you are still a nice guy to me. haha
THAT JUST DO IT is so irrelevant to that situation ehehehe.
Still grateful for that.
Your love for your internship surprised me...
I bet there is someone you like in the office hahahaah...
that's why you don't wanna leave.
WORK CULTURE?
Don't lie to me.... No one would like internship just because of work culture.
ATAS?
That sound kind of persuasive but still not enough to convince me.
AS I HATE INTERNSHIP THE MOST.
I just realised me and him. WE ARE REALLY TWO WORLDS APART.
Our likes and dislikes differ.
Worst of all, our thinking is like heaven and earth.
He is YOLO person yet I am a person who thinks a lot.
There is no way I would be a YOLO person like him.
Though he asked me not to think so much, but it is one of my personality.
I could not change with one sentence of yours.
However, our likes for japan is the same.
Lets go there together with our friends one day!
I didn't know he like JAPAN too...
HAHAHAHAHA, one like the same le.
When I said Japanese guy are cute , he said only the girls are cute.. HAHAHAHAHAHA
I am like of course la, you are a male right?
If you think like me, you go be ah gua la.
Hopefully, one day can go overseas with him since he is so funny!
I just need some one like him in my life to liven up my life.
BUT WAIT, I jian fei cheng gong first.
He is quite mature too as seen from the conversation.
I thought he will be like after grad go where play first but no.
How to go into an university is his top priority.... I LIKE HIM EVEN MORE LE.
He said he is not interested in relationship.
Ya, just focus on your studies first... is what I said...
You so handsome, sure bo? no girlfriend? ... is what I think.. haha
He has no girlfriend up till now? or have but just broke recently?
He don't seems like a player like the Sagittarius guy leh..
OMG, he is more and more towards my ideal type.
I read so much articles about cancer and Sagittarius are not compatible.
Hence, I thought we both will not be happy if we really get together.
Thus, I am running away from you without getting to know you personally first.
But, if you like other girls, I wont be sad as not loving you is my objective.
I will just wish you happiness with your love one. AS A FRIEND.
Cause I felt our relationship cant go further more than friend.
HEHEHEHEHE.
Lets have a coffee one day and talk about our experience....
I guess one day is not enough for us to finish our stories.. hahaha!
THANK YOU CHEE MING FOR KNOWING YOU!
GOOD LUCK IN BOTH OUR STUDIES AND FUTURE!
ACCOUNTANT FOR YOU AND INTERIOR DESIGN FOR ME!
I GO SLEEP LE, OYASUMI~~~!!!
