Saturday, October 24, 2015 @ 6:37 AM
| 0 notesMY HEART IS SHAKING NOW...
NO NO NO NO NO .... !!
I DONT WANT TO LIKE HIM AGAIN!
PLEASE TELL ME NO I AM NOT!
IT TOOK ME FREAKING THREE YEARS TO FORGET HIM!
AND HIS ONE SENTENCE MAKES ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN?
I DONT WANT. I AM NOT HAPPY WITH THIS.
Its hard to cry myself to sleep every night.
Its hard to think of you every single day when you don't give me a damn!
its hard to love someone that doesn't love you.
I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF THIS HARDSHIP
I DONT WANT TO BE IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN.
One sided love sucks!
Please tell me he just treat me as friend!
I cannot endure the second attack of having to suffer!
Why is his conversation exact as what the internet said?
WO BU XIANG HU SI LUAN XIANG DAN WO MEI BAN FA.
I haven't really put you down so I cant really forget you.
I AM SO STUPID TO MESSAGE HIM.
If not, this would not happen.
It is rare that he will tell me what he is feeling and playing jokes with me.
But I am afraid of liking him again.
GIVNG YOUR EVERYTHING TO SOMETHING THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN.
I DONT WANNA DO IT!
I am already trying my best in everything I did but not this.
I am tired, super tired. EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY AND FINANCIALLY.
I want someone to take care of me. NOT SOMEONE I LOVE YET DONT LOVE ME.
I WANTED TO HELP HIM BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO HELP HIM!
HE LOOK SO KELIAN. I JUST WANTED TO GIVE HIM A PAT ON HIS HEAD AND
A HELPING HAND TO PULL HIM UP.
But I cant do that when I myself could not even stand up.
I am sorry!
WHAT AM I THINKING? OMFG! I JUST FELT THINGS LIKE THIS?
HCM.
IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, JUST GIVE ME AN EXACT ANS ON THAT I AM YOUR FRIEND.
I don't wanna play guessing games anymore.
Why AM I ALWAYS MISS THE IMPORTANT TIME TO BE WITH THE ONE I LIKE?
HE SAID THINGS MAKE ME FEELS HE LIKE ME
AND I AM VERY SENSITIVE THUS I FEEL LIKE THAT.
WHY AM I A CANCER?
I don't wanna be a cancer.
Kidding in everything you said.
what does that mean?
Asking for my interest?
I don't know how to ans.
I JUST FEEL THAT I AM SLOWLY LIKING YOU BACK.
I felt happy every time you replied my message.
I felt happy every time you make a jokes.
I felt happy every time you asked a question.
I felt happy every time you tell my your feelings.
I felt happy when you tell me jiayou.
YOUR JIAYOU IS THE MOST I WANT.
YOU TOO JIAYOU!
DONT PUSH YOURSELF TOO HARD TOO.
Life is like this.
THOUGH IT IS HARD SOMETIMES, BUT THESE TIMES WILL
DEFINITELY BE A TEMPORAY ONE.
Don't compare, just do your best. SO YOU WONT HAVE REGRET IN
LIFE WHEN YOU THINK BACK.
If cannot try again lorh.
NO HARM TRYING RIGHT.
SO LETS JIAYOU TGT.
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
