Saturday, May 10, 2014 @ 3:32 AM
| 0 notesGonbawa.. Minsan...
I am going to pour all my rage on this page...
Please don't feel offended or anything cause it is not you.
It is basically my personal feelings and thought.. nothing related to you all.
I am feeling left out in class.
I know they are trying to bring me into the class.
However, I feel there is a wall between us.
I mean I cannot communicate well with them.
I think that clique of girls doesn't want me to join their group
and trying to push me out.
And the other girl clique has this guy same cds as me last sems.
It is kinda awkward with them.
The last group of girls has my year 1 classmates, If I join them..
it is super funny.
So any group of them, I just cannot join in.
Heng, the timetable allow me to join my secondary classmates during break.
That is the best thing.
But, in lecture hall, I don't know who should I sit with...
Sian.. HEADACHE ONE AFTER ANOTHER.
But not school work, it is friends.
Need to solve this problem first.
Sandy, can you just be a bit braver and shameless and just join them??
It is nothing de. Just shameless this sems, and you will have a group of new friends next year.
Ganbatte...
Okay, I have touched on SCHOOL FRIENDS.
Next.. it is the electives.
I really don't like making decisions.
SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE.
WHAT & WHAT?
I ALSO DONT WANT.
CAN I JUST QUIT SCHOOL?
I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE,
Stress is just piling up....
SERIOUSLY... wanna give up sometimes.
I lost the determination....
I don't care la... anyhow choose liao.
I don't care about my future anyways.
Just hope to do well and go local uni.
I don't care already la.... it is freaking annoying sia.
Choose this, choose that, choose non stop.
HATE THIS KNS POLY !
I have touched on POLY already.
Now work...
I really sick of working with people who have 2 face.
Facing me is good, behind my back is bad.
I know this is what real life is.
You know what caused all this problems?
Status, Ranking, Position , Money and lastly, competition.
It is competition which lead people to be that vicious and evil.
WTF the world if becoming???
Competitive people are just not my type. CAN?
Get lost of my sight.
And stop saying at my back.
GOT LJ, SAY IN FRONT OF MY FACE.
Fuck... What is appraisal?
It is to talk behind people's back.
Evaluate what cb performance?
It is just creating a chance for people to backstab people.
FUCK THIS SYSTEMS!
WORK DONE.
I HAVE RELEASED ALL MY KNNCCB ANGER.
I am done. hahahahaha. since there is no one to hear my luo-suo-ness.
hahahaha... BYE! Thanks too!
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
