It is a few days after CNY !
During that few days , even tough it was boring ,
i felt happy.
This is the first time i didnt stay overnight at janet's house.
Normally i will go over to her house.
But not this time. ahahahhahah :D
On the third day, we went to our third uncle house.
We play small gambling.
Suddenly , i got close with him.
He is two years older than me, my cousin.
I always went to his house every CNY and holidays when
i was young.
I remember when we were young,
we always played soccer.
My bro and his small bro is a team.
Nonetheless , my sis and his sis is a team.
I am so suay being in a team with him.
My soccer skills wasnt bad that time.
Lots of penalty and long shots were scored by me.
Not to haolian but it is true. Lol.
As time goes by , our relationship also became strained.
No reasons. Just like cm. totally the same.
This time being close again made me feel we
have returned to the past.
Cousins forever is cousins , right?
No change. The unity between us also wont change cause
we are cousins forever.
Hahahahahaha.
Two days ago was valentine's day.
I wished him a happy valentine's day.
Didnt expect he would reply me.
haha.
We converse like good friends and joke around like last time.
Lol. So i feel being back to friend state would be much
more better.
If i told him i like him. We would still be in the awkward state.
Not moving anywhere. Putting down my feelings and treat him
like a friend is the most right thing to do.
Now , being comfortable talking to each other.
No more likings only wishing the best for each other.
I know we have no more space to advance our relationship.
So friendship is the furthest we can go.
Then stop there before things turned bad.
I want a happy ending , not a sad one.
So hope you can find a good one in nyp and
me finding a handsome one in tp.
Lol. You of course can.
Me confirm cannot.
So good luck ! I know even you find le also wont announce.
Low profile mah... you said.
it's fine as long as you are happy.
ahhahahahah. GOODLUCK TO BOTH OF US !
Goodnight :D

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.