i hate this feeling every time after an exam.
Losing , failing...
My mid year are way better than my prelims.
Waaah, i know weehiang is clever and hardworking.
But i just cant be like her , you want me how?
I cant sit there studying the whole day.
I cant memorise everything like her.
I cant do well in my POA and English just like her.
I cant means i cant.
I hate exams right now.
If this world do not have education ,
i will never study.
My head is going to explode because of studies.
I admit , i study just for the sake of winning not i want to study.
I will never willing to study without winning.
Midyear is a big da ji to me already.
but i didnt study for prelim , so i wont expect so much.
now, i really need to find my interest, motivation and determination in
studies again. Please, help me.
So i can do well in chinese.
A1 for POA.
C4 for English.
A1 for maths.
c5 for Amaths.
b3 for Combined Humans,
b3 for Science.
I really need this marks.
I hope i can really fo well in my N level.
I hope my english can be better.
But how hard i studied , this is the result i am going to take.
results for prelim.
I know i am stupid , i know i am not hardworking.
But i cant change , i just cant change.
i also really hope to do well then people can praise me.
And i wont feel so bad.
But i cant study , i really cant study.
I really i will do well for N level.
Now not the time for being disappointed or scold myself.
It is the time for me to study. To do better.
I am really not happy with my prelim marks.
Not because i lose to her.
Is because i did lousier than my prelim.
Really. i CANT STAND FAILING.
SEC3 AND 4 , IS THE AGE I HATE THE MOST.
AS I FAIL THE MOST IN THIS AGE.
i really dont know what to do.
Say want study, but i am lazy.
Just hope that i can become smart.

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.