I dunno why.
i like him more now.
i know , he already know i like him.
so he had such a big distance between me and him.
and Elissa seems to like him too , if not,
she already knew i like cm.
I always dream about being together with CM.
but it is just a dream.
and dream wont come true.
nowadays , he always with ZW , i think he like her.
and he always talk to other girls.
but there is not even one chance he talk to me.
even is borrowing stuff.
first half year , he ask from me.
now, only ask from wh.
cm , am i really invisible to you?
i know sometimes i ignored you.
but at least i gave reaction.
and i lose all hopes of being with you nowadays.
cause i think you didnt even treat me as your classmates.
since like that , i shall give up.
i am really shy to even near you,
let alone talking to you
please be considerate for my feelings.
but i really think i like you.
haixx.
i think no one in this world will like me.
they choose me , not i choose them.
this is reality.
but once i really like someone,
i really want that person to like me too.
i am stubborn ..
it is already 4 years,
why arent you doing any action?
i think i shouldnt tell wh at the first place.
before telling her.
i dare talk to cm,
and even dare to start the conversation,
just like when we are in sec1 and 2s.
but since i told her after last year december holiday ,
i dun even dare to talk to him ,
dun say start the conversation.
i remember ,
once in eastcoastpark (sec2 class outing)
wh and i ride on bicycle, then he called my name many times.
home econ for sec 1 , he is my partner.
we always play togehter.
then for ibmc , he and i sat together .
but that time , he like th.
this year ,
he is shy to ask me for my geog paper,
made me mistook that he like me.
i really felt very sad that all his friends are not in our class.
sometimes ,i want to pity him and sit beside him.
but i cant , i just cant.
i cant bring myself to do that.
CM.
you is my world , but i am nothing to you.
if i am i , and you are you, it would be better.
i wish from the start , i didnt get to know you.
since it is like this,
i must learn to let go.
and take this as an experience.
even though is my one sided love.
but it is more suffering than being in love.
to you,
maybe i am only a person that is in the same class as you.
to me,
you are not only my classmate and is my first crush.
you know? there is many times ,
i wanna hear you say you like me.
and there is many times ,
i want you only focus on me.
maybe virtual world is much better world.
i hope
if you know , please at least give me an answer,
please only you and me.
if you dont know , i will let go.
I really wish i can do that.
even if you dont like me ,
please dont ignore me..

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.