Thursday, April 14, 2011 @ 2:56 AM
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omo, omo...
CM is really ridiculous.
He looks like a totally stranger to me.
his result are good, which i cannot be expected.
he is handsome. and he totally match the character of KHJ
in playful kiss. Quiet, strange character and clever and handsome.
just that no girls like him.
his result let me have a minute of shock.
the point that my tears are coming out on the spot.
his chinese, maths, poa, let me have a big shock.
WOW. my classmates are mad, their result only up no down.
haix, my turn, double hard.
my maths. i think i am going to hate maths forever.
till i have my joy in maths.
hehes. Maybe , i think maybe he knows already.
As i do not talk to him, i avoid him,
i am shy when i saw him, i always look at him.
Aigoo, my head is getting bigger and bigger.
Mr ng, my form teacher always pick on me.
Every thursday, confirmed that he ask me to do my duty.
haix, life is like that.
I am going to beat cm with my result.
i cannot be oh ha ni now.
i have to be sec1 and sec2 shuying now.
I think give on cm now is better than giving up later.
i wanna say something.
i shows my angry face to him this morning.
when i want to walk in to the class by back door,
he is walking towards me,
as he is blocking my way, i am angry
and walk the front door. Dunno what is his feeling.
i only know everytime recess,
when i am in class, he will go out.
when i am not in class, he will stay in class.
i remember this dunno when.
Our geog teacher wanted us to pass back our geog
paper to cm, when cm wanted to collect the paper from me,
instead of asking me, he ask elissa.
and what makes me not happy is,
that he has stopped talking to me already.
i hope he doesnt know,
i have to lie to weehiang once.
that i do not like cm.
so she will stop acting as match maker,
pullling me closer to cm.
and when cm ask wh for puncher this morning,
my puncher is right on the table.
and weehiang kept looking at me till elissa
pointed out that cm wants puncher.
embarrassing sia....
i have to accept what i am,
i also have accept what my hole puncher am.
Sandy lim, yourself only!
only yourself.
dun care what he felt.
what he felt is his problem.
and i already lazy to care him!
i hate cm for behaving like that.
change his pe to yellow and he nevers change back into uni.
and he had changed his character,
cm, please dun act cool..
nevermind,
cause i dont look at him so he dont look at me.
cause i never talk to him, so he never talk to me.
cause i avoid him, so he avoid me.
cause i am shy in front of him, so he is shy in front me.
thats is my conclusion.
i cant wait to know who cm like,
but i know i will be heart stricken
after i know the truth.
Sandy, hwaiting.
In both STUDIES and RELATIONSHIP!
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.