there are so much hatred in me.
but i do not dare to let it out.
I had a feeling that i cant be with my friends anymore,
i have the insecure feeling which i shouldnt have.
nothing to talk in a conversation is the end of the conversation.
there is nothin much we can discuss anymore.
in the past, we had so many thing to talk about.
now, we had to think what we can talk about.
you gave me a feeling that you are leaving me.
In the past, my friend always called me sis,
now she call me by my name.
what had happen to us?
did you two plan to not talk to me?
or you two plan to hate me?
just tell me, i wont mind.
You all gave me a feeling that i should hate you.
neglecting you, ignore you, being enemies.
We all had admire to talk about, but now,
we only have studies to talk about.
time to find new friends?
or time to leave?
It is enough, i am telling to you.
I had a limit of tolerating,
if you both push it over,
maybe i can do something i never done before.
enough is enough, i am not a superwoman,
or a person with big heart without any anger in me.
i am a normal person, with the same heart,
the same anger, and the same temper.
I will explode anytime you push it further.
Forgetting my anger, or treat you like normal?
i am sorry, i cannot.
you always made feel like i am a dude.
the anger and hatred in me is too much that i cannot hold it any longer.
nevermind, i will throw it here.
but i do not know i should be happy or angry,
when i know cm said he hate koreans.
happy is because i think he is jealous that i like koreans.
it is my unwishful thinking.
angry is because he hate my korean.
so i am wondering whether i should be happy or angry.
I hope he likes me too.
can observe by his action that he doesnt like me.
cm always make me headache, and happy.
but i wish one day, one day like the scene in playful kiss.
he will like me one day.
okay, it is another unwishful thinking.
lets natural take its course.....

OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.

Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.

I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!

WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.



SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself


BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations

These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D


This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.