Saturday, April 23, 2011 @ 11:55 AM
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i have no mood to study these days.
i have went back to feng ftisland again.
i thought i promised not the feng them after my exams?
Why am i being like that again?
haix...
i had no feeling for cm alr.
after knowing that he went to Malaysia.
and somemore the same time as weehiang.
i am sad after i knew that.
but what can i do?
he doesnt even know that i like him.
and i cant wish him to do things that only i accept.
Right?
Should i be brave like OhHaNi?
confess to him?
maybe....
i am feeling funny right now.
i always wished people to keep an eye on me.
Doing things that really crossed the line.
but now? cm dun even really care me.
i always felt useless in front of TH.
i always dream that cm will like me,
but whenever i th is in front of me,
i felt totallly like an idiot.
thinking things that will not happpen.
Like an idiot, always think that cm likes me,
like an stupid person.
i am always behaving strangely these days.
i did not dare to look at his eyes, when i dare in the past.
now, i had no mood to study,
always look at KPOP.
and still hope for top ten? Sandy, forget it,
unless you start to be hardworking all over again.
win the rest, firstly, you had to win yourself.
and i hated cm for wadd?
Sandy , you totally went overboard.
I hope you can come over your senses now.
WAKE UP, ITS IS TIME!
CM WILL NEVER LIKE YOU.
HE WILL NEVER LIKE YOU.
EVEN IF HE LIKE AN UGLY PERSON, HE ALSO WONT LIKE YOU.
SO , GET OVER IT.
IT IS TIME.
WAKE UP.
i reallly hope no one look my blog before.
Please wake up, stop dreaming.
YOU HAD TO BE HARDWORKING NOW.
Exams is around the corner.
You have to start STUDYING.
not playing....
Hwaiting.
This is me ^&^
OWNED BY: Sandy Lim
STONE CRACKED: 4 July '95
SCHOOL(s): KHS'02-07 / MPSS'08-'12 / TP'13-'16
COLOUR OF MY LIFE: White and Black.
Sandy is MY name :D !
I am just ranting all my unhappiness and frustration about my life.
Of course it will not only be negative sides.
Life is full of challenges.
TAKE IT, LEARN IT and REMEMBER IT.
Enjoy if you like it or LEAVE if you hate it.
Simplicity is the only rule in my game.
It's all my personal feelings and I am not pin-pointing anyone.
SO DON'T FEEL OFFENDED.
This is all about it.
Admires, Loves, Hatred, Jealous, Dislikes!
Saranghaeyo, Sukidayo, Wo Ai NI, I love you.
Komowo, Arigato, Xie Xie,Thank you.
I ♡ Ft island & ARASHI & KinKi Kids & Yabu Kota!
WHAT KEEPS MY LIFE GOING: FOODS. DRAMAS. SLEEP. FRIENDS.
WHO MOTIVATES ME: FT ISLAND & ARASHI & KINKI KIDS & YABU KOTA.
HOW I SURVIVE: CHIONG DRAMAS OVERNIGHT. BAD-MOUTHING PPL I HATE WITH MY BESITES. TALK ABOUT LIFE RANDOMLY.
This is my life. Who cares?
SU-KA:
♥ ARASHI
♥ FT Island & WON BIN
♥ KINKI KIDS
♥ YABU KOTA
♥ HCM, MY CRUSH
♥ Good things to happen
♥ Spending quality time with my HAO PENG YOU
♥ Doing what I like & having time for myself
BUAY SONG:
X When idiots talk bad about my idols
X When things do not happen as I wish
X People who literally ignored me
X Taking in all those shitty things by myself
X Double face BASTARD. Bootlickers. FAKERS.
X Separations
These are my LIKES and DISLIKES :D
My thoughts on life.
This world is so amazing!
BUT, virtual world seems to be more REAL than real world.
Everyone is putting a mask over their face to fit in this society.
No one is ever going to show you their real side anymore.
Be strong.
That's the only way to survive in this ruined world.
BEST FRIENDS:
I am afraid that no one would really cares me genuinely.
LUCKILY, I have many friends who would stand by me all the times.
There's this friend that knows all my secrets.
We've been through so much together.
Life is full of ups and downs.
She would be my pillar of strength whenever I feel down.
It is the likewise at her side.
We even thought of marrying each other. That's weird?
That's how close we are!
Friendship are not just you and I.
We fought. We had cold wars. We dislikes many things about each other.
We laughed. We cried. We did many crazy things together.
Without speaking, we could still read each other's mind.
We aren't friends. We aren't sisters.
We are just comfortable being with each other.
Humans need support from others. You can't live on your own.
Thus, it's good to know there is a friend for you all the time.
Thank you for being my bestie though I am a lousy person.
Definition of true friends:
I don't need words of encouragement when I feel loss of hopes.
Just sit beside me and enjoy the scenery with me.
That will be my best support.
Muaccks, MY LOVELY FRIENDS.
HOPES NEVER DIE:
~ SIMPLE LIFE.
~ EVERYTHING will turn out GOOD.
~ IDOLS MERCHANDISE, DVDS etc.
~ Find my interests and work on it.
~ JAPAN TOUR.
~ A person that REALLY understandd me.
